I feel I have to say the same things over and over. There are only so many things to blog about which end up bringing me back to the same thing, Health, Nature, the Mind/body connection.
FACT,, if we want to make the world a better place,, we have to work on ourselves, Period. There Is NO changing out there. We can hold up a mirror to others to show them to themselves,, yes, I do feel that's absolutely necessary because,, We are not always the problem. Those in Power ARE much of the Problem and the people putting a fire underneath them is required. Knowing what we are and are not responsible for is the first step because what they PTB Love to do is put on us what is not our responsibility. To make us pay for what we should Not be paying for. Knowing where the boundaries are is the most important thing to establish, and since the boundaries have been so eroded, so shifted, so pushed back in our direction, it' IS up to us to Push back on them.
The first priority in any healthy relationship is establishing healthy boundaries, even with husbands and wives, children and parents, co-workers, etc. We can begin setting healthy boundaries with the Bankers and the Gov/Military, & Corps by establishing healthy boundaries with those right around us.
We really need to get busy getting fit in the way we interact and relate and learn and practice healthy communication skills if we are to survive and have our children thrive.
We have no idea how far from Optimum healthy we have strayed because it happens so slowly that we do not feel it. It is Imperative that we change course! It's to our own Basic survival that we learn the signs and symptoms of our illnesses on an Emotional level. The things that people fight about,, Religion, Race, are things that,, if we scaled down to the most basic things in life, we could eliminate. ALL of us need Shelter, ALL of us need clean water, air, safety, Love, protection, adoration, healthy food. It's really ironic because,, those are the very weapons people use against one another when they want to fight and terrorize the other.
Take Torture for instance; We turn to Nature and those VERY things that could be use to unite us and instead they use to torture!! FACT!! By the Use of Torture, they're actually Proving that we're MORE United than divided!! They don't use Religion to Torture!! They don't sit and read the bible or the Kuran to torture someone, NO,, they use, NATURE. Basic needs or Deprivations that we all need and would be harmed if deprived of. What kind of sense does that make?? Solitary confinement, No windows in cells, small, enclosed spaces, no sunlight, water boarding, sleep deprivation, sexual humiliation, cold. ALL the things that PROVE we're MORE alike than different and yet they administer these practices to prove how divided we are when all they do is prove we're connected!! DUH!! Talk about what's Right under your Nose!! It's the very thing that's right in front of us, that if we turned it around, we could create such a world of harmony and peace. It's the same energy that gets used to do harm, that can be used to do good. It's all a matter of directing it.
$$ is what's behind it all. Terrorist Leaders paying other terrorist leaders lots of Fake Federal Reserve Notes to keep the violence going. Something that does not come from Nature, something that IS a Disease used to perpetuate disease, and people can't see it. They can't see that what they're doing will never bring them true satisfaction. I guess some people are just too far gone.
People get such a build up,, such and accumulation of hatred and falsities that constantly perpetuate themselves. If people could only SEE underneath the Lies they've been told. Instead, people are totally blocked,, like Atherosclerosis built up in their minds that keeps hardening and hardening until it's completely blocked.
Like GMO foods, chemicals & toxins, the body cannot process these ingredients so they end up Stuck in the body. Once that happens they cannot help but perpetuate. So like division and lies, they are Bad for the Body, the body cannot process them so they get stuck and perpetuate until they eventually CONSUME the person so they are Totally blocked from seeing outside of it. No blood, light or O2 can get in.
So Waking up, is like digging oneself out from under "atherosclerosis" build up in ones mind/body! The more the build up the harder it will be. If I lived and grew up in some of the conditions of the people where these atrocities are taking place, I would likely get caught up in the brutality too, either as a victim or aggressor. It's all a matter of leverage, Physics.
I actually grew up contemplating,, Do I want to be the Abusee or the Abuser?? That seemed to be the choice. I tried to Not be either, be in the middle but, the Reality is that we must learn and acquire the skills to not be either and that takes time and resources, which many do not have. We end up getting taken over by the "current" before we've learned how to "swim".
Then all the system/PTB/Military/Corporations/Banks, does is come along and Drool at the prospect of Profiting off of the ignorance rather than helping it. There will be NOTHING we can do as long as those cashing in continue to Profit off the miseries of others. $$ they make out of thin air!
Only those with Genuine concerns for others can change things.The victims don't need to wake up. They're WIDE awake to what's going on! It's the aggressors that need an awakening. And That will never happen until people start Rising. Again,, things have to happen according to Nature, Reality, Truth.
Friday, February 28, 2014
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Trip to Gaza March 5th
It's been while since I've posted a blog. At times I feel I'm all over the place getting pulled in many different directions and wanting to help too many causes. Since I received the email last week about being accepted as a Delegate to go with the Organization Code Pink to Gaza, I've been busy trying to raise funds by putting a FB page together and creating a GoFundMe site,
http://www.gofundme.com/Trip-
The site for the Trip and explanations as to what is going on in Gaza can be found at website.
Here is some description from the website,,
The
Palestinian women of Gaza are asking us to do our utmost to break the
silence on their terrible 7 years under siege. And for those women who
can, to come to Gaza on March 8, 2014, International Women's Day. We are
leading a delegation of 15 women from March 5 - March 13.
Last year when I was working with Danny Schechter the News Dissector on his radio show we had a young lady on the show who went on the trip and told us all about her experience. Since then I felt that twinge of interest to go.
Code Pink, has been around since 2002. From their site, is a women- initiated grass roots peace & social justice movement working to end U.S. funded wars and occupations, to challenge militarism globally, and to redirect our resources into healthcare, education, green job and other life-affirming activities.
http://www.gofundme.com/Trip-
The site for the Trip and explanations as to what is going on in Gaza can be found at website.
Here is some description from the website,,
An appeal from Jamila Al-Habash
A Call from the Women of Gaza
We invite you to come on March 8th, International Women’s Day, to see firsthand how the Israeli blockade is making life intolerable in the besieged Gaza Strip.
We, the Palestinian women of Gaza are being forced into isolation by the Israeli policies of apartheid. We continue to live the terrible consequences of the 7-year-blockade and the ongoing occupation of the Gaza Strip. We call on you to stand in solidarity with us to end this unjust, inhumane, and illegal blockade.
Our right to economic security, as we are condemned to poverty—unable to secure a decent life for our families;
Our
right to work, which we are deprived of due to increasing unemployment
caused by the severe economic restrictions on importing and exporting;
Our right to basic necessities, as we are deprived of adequate access to clean water, electricity, fuel, etc.
We
ask you to stand in solidarity with us. Together, let us demand that
the world stand up to the apartheid policies that we Palestinian women
in the Gaza Strip are subjected to on a daily basis.
Code Pink, has been around since 2002. From their site, is a women- initiated grass roots peace & social justice movement working to end U.S. funded wars and occupations, to challenge militarism globally, and to redirect our resources into healthcare, education, green job and other life-affirming activities.
is a women-initiated grassroots
peace and social justice movement
working
to end U.S. funded wars and
occupations,
to challenge militarism globally,
and to
redirect our resources into health
care,
education, green jobs and other
life-affirming
activities. Won't you join us? -
See more at:
http://www.codepinkalert.org/article.php?list=type&type=3#sthash.ecHxhaHa.dpuf
What
is CODEPINK?
CODEPINK is a women-initiated grassroots
peace and social justice movement working
to end U.S. funded wars and occupations,
to challenge militarism globally, and to
redirect our resources into health care,
education, green jobs and other life-affirming
activities. Won't you join us?
- See more at: http://www.codepinkalert.org/article.php?list=type&type=3#sthash.ecHxhaHa.dpuf
- See more at: http://www.codepinkalert.org/article.php?list=type&type=3#sthash.ecHxhaHa.dpuf
Monday, February 3, 2014
In a DEBT based Society, Truth and Physics are the Enemy!
I hope more and more people are beginning to understand what our Society is. Those in "charge" over rule the Laws of Nature, aka God, Physics and Common Sense! Now you have it folks! Out in the Open! Blatant Corruption and Criminality, that 4 "cops" KILL a Homeless, Schizophrenic 37 year old man and get away with it !! I mean, you can't get any Lower! Maybe if the guy was a quadriplegic or something, would it be MORE horrifying. Obviously NOT horrifying enough for the jurors. Unless the jurors were paid, off, threatened, or like in many cases, the Judge "Tells them" what the law is, Tells the jury what's real, as in the case of Whitney Harrell, http://youtu.be/aroN2uRbIMc
The juror Marcy Brooks discusses her experience as a juror on the case of Whitney Harrell who was being charged with NOT paying his income taxes. Mr Harrell was "in the know" of some information that, apparently most are not aware of, BIG SURPRISE THERE! And because too many are ignorant to this facts, even judges take advantage and will try to prosecute Innocent people. Marcy Brooks said of Judge "Coogan", "I will instruct the juror as to the law", but, Never gave the jurors the Law that shows Americans are Required to pay an income tax, yet expected them to find Mr. Harrell guilty of not paying his taxes. Judge Coogan's insinuation that HE makes the law, without showing the law on paper, ended up back firing when the jurors found Mr. Harrell innocent while at the same time, he Not having paid his taxes!
If you don't have an educated and strong jury, who are able to think and not be intimidate by a corrupt judge, we'll get cases and outcomes like the one with Kelley Thomas, Blatant Corruption! Even with a Video!! In the case of Whitney Harrell, the judge did not even show the evidence of the piece of paper, the Supposed "Law" that requires Americans to pay income taxes, No proof, and expected the jury to find Mr Harrell Guilty! IN the case of the killing of Kelley Thomas and the cops,
The juror Marcy Brooks discusses her experience as a juror on the case of Whitney Harrell who was being charged with NOT paying his income taxes. Mr Harrell was "in the know" of some information that, apparently most are not aware of, BIG SURPRISE THERE! And because too many are ignorant to this facts, even judges take advantage and will try to prosecute Innocent people. Marcy Brooks said of Judge "Coogan", "I will instruct the juror as to the law", but, Never gave the jurors the Law that shows Americans are Required to pay an income tax, yet expected them to find Mr. Harrell guilty of not paying his taxes. Judge Coogan's insinuation that HE makes the law, without showing the law on paper, ended up back firing when the jurors found Mr. Harrell innocent while at the same time, he Not having paid his taxes!
If you don't have an educated and strong jury, who are able to think and not be intimidate by a corrupt judge, we'll get cases and outcomes like the one with Kelley Thomas, Blatant Corruption! Even with a Video!! In the case of Whitney Harrell, the judge did not even show the evidence of the piece of paper, the Supposed "Law" that requires Americans to pay income taxes, No proof, and expected the jury to find Mr Harrell Guilty! IN the case of the killing of Kelley Thomas and the cops,
Former officer Manuel
Ramos was charged with second-degree murder and involuntary
manslaughter. A second former Fullerton officer, Jay Cicinelli, was
charged with involuntary manslaughter and excessive use of force. They were found NOT GUILTY of the charges!
So, again, Sorry to bring it up again, but, because this is EXACTLY the kind of Abuse of Power I lived with growing up. This is how so many PARENTS treat their kids, and have NOW grown up and think this is normal! the Law is what Parents "SAY" it is. How many of us heard that as kids? Because "I" said so! How many parents really went to lengths to treat their children fairly and demonstrated respect for their children in their house? I'd bet, NOT many! I know there are quality
For the Love of Nature!
I was so happy to read a Great article yesterday that gave me such a lift! I feel like I've been waiting for something like this to come along for a loooooong time! The Article is called, For the Love of Money in the NY Times by Sam Polk. I almost couldn't believe what I was reading, that some $$ addicted, whoring, drug user admitting and coming clean that he and the entire environment on Wall St is one of , from the article,,
"From that moment on, I started to see Wall Street with new eyes. I noticed the vitriol that traders directed at the government for limiting bonuses after the crash. I heard the fury in their voices at the mention of higher taxes. These traders despised anything or anyone that threatened their bonuses. Ever see what a drug addict is like when he’s used up his junk? He’ll do anything — walk 20 miles in the snow, rob a grandma — to get a fix. Wall Street was like that. In the months before bonuses were handed out, the trading floor started to feel like a neighborhood in “The Wire” when the heroin runs out."
Why is it that some ex Hedge Funder who was unhealthy, addicted, greedy and hurting people for years can write an article admitting everything and the public is all patting him on the back, when there are decent people in the world who never did a "bad" thing in their lives and get NO recognition at all?! It reminds me of John Perkins who spent decades helping destroy the world by working for Private companies getting paid thousands of $$ to corrupt leaders of other countries so a few Rich people can set up camp in that country, under the guise of "Helping the people" only to make those Rich people even richer and the poor, poorer. Then he gets a guilty conscience after doing it for a while, write a book about what he did and the destruction he participated in and he's a Hero! I take objection to that!
Although I am completely grateful that these men turned around and did what they did, I can't help but feel anger that, they get so easily forgiven, serve no jail time, made all this $$ to now go out into the world and be "Do gooders".
Sam Polk talk about his father's Rage when he was growing up and his father drumming into him the importance of money, "Dad believed money would solve all his problems. At 22, so did I."
What makes me mad is that I never went after $ in my entire life because I knew that it was empty. I knew early on that $$ was supposed to be backed by and come to you from doing what we love in life. Having $$ for $$ sake IS Empty! I can't even believe it's not illegal! I never would have thought places like that even existed. I mean, I knew Wall St existed but, I thought they operated fairly honestly and made $$ for their clients as well.
I get resentful that due to dealing with domestic issues and abuses growing up I was forced to be responsible and "good" early on. All I ever did was try to be "good" and "healthy". There was so much fighting and hatred in my house as a kid I tried very early to have be "healthy" and "spiritual" so I wouldn't turn out to be like either one of my parents. I felt like I had poison inside me from growing up in that house that if I moved it would circulate through me blood stream and spread. I tried my hardest not to simply let go and live, there by allowing the Poison to make its way through my life. I tried forcing myself to be healthy, reading every book on the dysfunctional family, communication skills, therapy, meditation, Yoga, weight training, jogging, anything so I wouldn't repeat where I came from.
I learned about Co Dependency and Love addiction early on. I did everything "therapeutic" to give myself an "exorcism". I attended 12 step groups for Co dependency issues because I was made to feel responsible for my mother as a kid.
I've been talking about what the world is talking about more openly now since I was 7 years old. I knew the issues of $$ came from the way we were raised and treated as kids and that if we weren't raised in healthy environments and had a healthy self image, money would only be a reflection of that. It would only be an extension of our emotional illness and I naively thought Society wouldn't allow that. I truly believed in Divine Justice and that Nature would never allow Emotionally ill people to get far in life. I believed in Justice and that any deviant would never be able to get as far as so many greedy, addicted, power hungry, mentally ill, have gotten.
The I realized,, it's not Nature or Divine Justice that allowed it,, people did. People who, themselves, allowed $$ to divert them from what's important. Just because most people aren't ## addicts like they are on Wall St doesn't mean they don't do the same thing. They still sell out for $$, they just sell out for less.
Why the entire country is not in a 12 step program is beyond me! Congress, the Military Industrial complex, the White House, Corporations, ALL need to be in a 12 step program and WE the people need to be the intervention! It's time to get Clean, it's time to get a Spiritual practice. it's time to re prioritize and put what's really valuable at the top of the list!
"From that moment on, I started to see Wall Street with new eyes. I noticed the vitriol that traders directed at the government for limiting bonuses after the crash. I heard the fury in their voices at the mention of higher taxes. These traders despised anything or anyone that threatened their bonuses. Ever see what a drug addict is like when he’s used up his junk? He’ll do anything — walk 20 miles in the snow, rob a grandma — to get a fix. Wall Street was like that. In the months before bonuses were handed out, the trading floor started to feel like a neighborhood in “The Wire” when the heroin runs out."
Why is it that some ex Hedge Funder who was unhealthy, addicted, greedy and hurting people for years can write an article admitting everything and the public is all patting him on the back, when there are decent people in the world who never did a "bad" thing in their lives and get NO recognition at all?! It reminds me of John Perkins who spent decades helping destroy the world by working for Private companies getting paid thousands of $$ to corrupt leaders of other countries so a few Rich people can set up camp in that country, under the guise of "Helping the people" only to make those Rich people even richer and the poor, poorer. Then he gets a guilty conscience after doing it for a while, write a book about what he did and the destruction he participated in and he's a Hero! I take objection to that!
Although I am completely grateful that these men turned around and did what they did, I can't help but feel anger that, they get so easily forgiven, serve no jail time, made all this $$ to now go out into the world and be "Do gooders".
Sam Polk talk about his father's Rage when he was growing up and his father drumming into him the importance of money, "Dad believed money would solve all his problems. At 22, so did I."
What makes me mad is that I never went after $ in my entire life because I knew that it was empty. I knew early on that $$ was supposed to be backed by and come to you from doing what we love in life. Having $$ for $$ sake IS Empty! I can't even believe it's not illegal! I never would have thought places like that even existed. I mean, I knew Wall St existed but, I thought they operated fairly honestly and made $$ for their clients as well.
I get resentful that due to dealing with domestic issues and abuses growing up I was forced to be responsible and "good" early on. All I ever did was try to be "good" and "healthy". There was so much fighting and hatred in my house as a kid I tried very early to have be "healthy" and "spiritual" so I wouldn't turn out to be like either one of my parents. I felt like I had poison inside me from growing up in that house that if I moved it would circulate through me blood stream and spread. I tried my hardest not to simply let go and live, there by allowing the Poison to make its way through my life. I tried forcing myself to be healthy, reading every book on the dysfunctional family, communication skills, therapy, meditation, Yoga, weight training, jogging, anything so I wouldn't repeat where I came from.
I learned about Co Dependency and Love addiction early on. I did everything "therapeutic" to give myself an "exorcism". I attended 12 step groups for Co dependency issues because I was made to feel responsible for my mother as a kid.
I've been talking about what the world is talking about more openly now since I was 7 years old. I knew the issues of $$ came from the way we were raised and treated as kids and that if we weren't raised in healthy environments and had a healthy self image, money would only be a reflection of that. It would only be an extension of our emotional illness and I naively thought Society wouldn't allow that. I truly believed in Divine Justice and that Nature would never allow Emotionally ill people to get far in life. I believed in Justice and that any deviant would never be able to get as far as so many greedy, addicted, power hungry, mentally ill, have gotten.
The I realized,, it's not Nature or Divine Justice that allowed it,, people did. People who, themselves, allowed $$ to divert them from what's important. Just because most people aren't ## addicts like they are on Wall St doesn't mean they don't do the same thing. They still sell out for $$, they just sell out for less.
Why the entire country is not in a 12 step program is beyond me! Congress, the Military Industrial complex, the White House, Corporations, ALL need to be in a 12 step program and WE the people need to be the intervention! It's time to get Clean, it's time to get a Spiritual practice. it's time to re prioritize and put what's really valuable at the top of the list!
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Who took the Ladder?/Emotional Traction, Pt 2
I had a conversation with a "friend" recently and it happened again! The conversations we have end up going in circles. It's happened before in talks with this particular person. Instead of there being an accumulation,, an "accruing", a,, getting somewhere, becoming closer, a Building up of, a climbing out of, INSTEAD, there's too much pulling down and losing. People do not have the communication skills to lift each other up like healthy relationships should. People are so used to unhealthy, dysfunctional relating, they continue doing the SAME thing and get NO where! To use exercise terms, there's more tearing muscles and ligaments than building. And the fact that weight training IS about making small tears to the muscle to promote repair and growth, but the opportune term is "Small" tears, Not digging into the muscle! Despite the Obvious signs of harm being created, people don't recognize it and continue with the arguing. Trying To "gain" by doing Harm?? When what needs to be done is to STOP. Look at what we're doing. Regain control of momentum rather than momentum carrying us. There are Too many people in debt and need what they need to get leverage but, Arriving never comes! They continue seek more and not recognize when they're received and have it REGISTER.
People end up going to either extremes, being too complacent and feeling powerless and giving up, or when they get riled up, the emotion and momentum take over. We end up Fearing ourselves and our own emotions, especially Anger and power, for women mostly. (Men are more accepted in expressing anger and women more accepted in expressing fear or sadness but, this might not be so true anymore since the entire Society has become more masculinized. Even women feeling vulnerability is not acceptable). Many people don't want to move because they don't want to wake up and feel because they have not mastered these emotions so we just cut ourselves off from ourselves instead. Thereby keep ourselves from experiencing so much in life. Or we express our emotions unskillfully and never learn mastery. Rather than MOVE INTO our valid feelings of anger and sadness and gain mastery with them, we're taught to suppress them and get rid of them like they're/we're bad. This is how we get taken because those with the power have NO problem feeling power and using our share.
Maybe it' because I've read so many books and practiced so many exercises on communication skills that I have that in my mind all the time, looking to practice it. Barbara DeAngelis would show a couple using Mirroring techniques; people taking turns allowing the other to express themselves starting with anger and going through all the emotions all the way to the fear and Love while the other JUST listens. Then they switch. This creates TRACTION in life! GRIP, Not slipping! I know the reason why I was drawn to weight training was for that purpose. To have something solid to push up against, some(one), even an in adamant object, that was there Just for YOU! That was going to give you accurate feedback, that was going to Mirror you, give you Real directions Instead of getting you MORE Lost and frustrated! This is why many people turn to 'gadgets" instead of relating to people. The fact that a Gadget makes people feel more confident than a person is a pretty sad state! It seems that the closer we get to people the more "spin" occurs.
The problem with relationships, even those with whom they're supposed to be "Clean", supposed to be there JUST for us like parents or other "Authority", end up relating to us from "dirty" places and give us "dirty" feedback. Imagine having interactions with people the way we do with in adamant objects and receive, Clean, accurate feedback? That is the way it's supposed to be! What is the point of passing down Dirty feedback? Imagine if your doctor didn't wash their hands after operating on the previous patient? If we're not going to be Clean for our children, then who are we going to be Clean for? Who wants to receive Dirty feedback from people when you're at your most innocent? It can't be the child, they are at their MOST clean! It HAS to be the "authority" who is responding to that child from a place of their unmet needs and "undigested" injuries. Children should be born to make the world Clean, NOT us making Children Dirty!
On the side of the box when you buy a tube of glue or some adhesive it says, "make sure surface is clean and dry". I think of this when I think of the way many people relate. How many people make sure they're clean and dry" before attempting to "adhere" to another person, connect to another person? Imagine if we had to keep gluing something over and over again? We wolud get frustrated, we would think the glue doesn't work or the pieces don't fit or something. Do we ever stop to think in relationships that we need to "clean" ourselves up? All the lint and fuzz that gets stuck to a piece of tape that renders it useless after a while, yet how often do we get help "refreshing" ourselves? WHO do we turn to to help us get "Clean" like they say in drug rehab? Who is there in life to help us "Get Clean" emotionally so we're not walking around going in circles, building a life of Debt until we address our lack of Adhesiveness?
The Bottom line is, we have to do what Must be Done! Period! We HAVE to address and deal with ourselves and the Emotional Debt we've inherited and begin seeing it for what it is, Not a part of us but, a learned, program, so we can reach the surface of our True Self.
I think back to how weight training helped my body get a better sense of direction and orientation because I was dealing with in adamant objects that are giving me Clean truth. When you're doing your bench press, or what ever exercise you're doing, the person in the role of Spotter is there to assist You in gaining strength and "accruing" self confidence and esteem. One person needs to be THERE, grounded, FOR the other. If the Spotter suddenly tries to gain for themselves instead of Spotting, altering the motions in some way that takes away from the person benching so that the Spotter is the one taking, the entire purpose would be for naught. Neither would be gaining. The footing and stability that the Spotter would be providing would be lost and neither would benefit. There would be nothing but, loss of traction and grip and nothing but falling and spinning.
This is what ends up happening in families and other systems in Society when there isn't a strong, healthy person there For another. Most people, to some degree, have parents that were NOT good spotters, who end up putting their own needs first at the expense of their kids and are NOT sturdy people that we can resist against. We end up losing some well needed leverage and edge, to what ever degree those in the "authority" role are not There for us. This is why many people grow but, can't find that "lift". They're brought here physically but, don't get to be Lifted and raised up because there's NO one there to push off of. There's Nothing there to grab onto! The "Ladder" has been taken away! We get to only get a lift so far, then we're abandoned. Dropped off in the middle of No where! This creates a Legitimate Build of Anger and even Rage when a person is doing everything right and cannot figure out why they can't pull themselves up! The people are going to end up Boiling in their own emotions and acting out unskillfully because of the rigged system. Eventually Nature will take over, when the system is at war with it. We've been taught to be at war with our own Natures/Emotions, needs.
In a show last night I watched on FRONTLINE called, To catch a Trader,, about Steve Cohen of SAC Capital and insider trading. One thing that was repeated over and over again was "Edge", leverage, people trying to get more and more of an edge. To get to the source, the people in the "know" who had the info, the Source right there when it was Born! Before it even got to take it's first Breath! What we do to calves, pigs, chickens and other animals as soon as they're born. One guy said,, "it's there for the taking". It's normal to need an edge in life and I believe it's because the "little guy" has little edge and is programmed to lose their edge, that others take our share of it.
I've been trying to say this all my life, how I was Taught to NOT have an edge, to lose my edge and "donate" it and that I was a Criminal if I didn't. This is the OPPOSITE of how Nature works! The Opposite of what we seek when we learn to ride a bike or roller skate. We learn balance, we learn coordination and mastery. THAT is the mentality that needs to stay with us for the duration of our lives. Constantly perfecting our moves and skills. NOT just ONE corporation growing and growing and accumulating more and more while the rest of us barely have any edge at all!! That's why Parenting should be like Personal Training or Coaching. Parents should be teaching kids skills for the rest of their lives the way we lean to ride a bike.
People end up going to either extremes, being too complacent and feeling powerless and giving up, or when they get riled up, the emotion and momentum take over. We end up Fearing ourselves and our own emotions, especially Anger and power, for women mostly. (Men are more accepted in expressing anger and women more accepted in expressing fear or sadness but, this might not be so true anymore since the entire Society has become more masculinized. Even women feeling vulnerability is not acceptable). Many people don't want to move because they don't want to wake up and feel because they have not mastered these emotions so we just cut ourselves off from ourselves instead. Thereby keep ourselves from experiencing so much in life. Or we express our emotions unskillfully and never learn mastery. Rather than MOVE INTO our valid feelings of anger and sadness and gain mastery with them, we're taught to suppress them and get rid of them like they're/we're bad. This is how we get taken because those with the power have NO problem feeling power and using our share.
Maybe it' because I've read so many books and practiced so many exercises on communication skills that I have that in my mind all the time, looking to practice it. Barbara DeAngelis would show a couple using Mirroring techniques; people taking turns allowing the other to express themselves starting with anger and going through all the emotions all the way to the fear and Love while the other JUST listens. Then they switch. This creates TRACTION in life! GRIP, Not slipping! I know the reason why I was drawn to weight training was for that purpose. To have something solid to push up against, some(one), even an in adamant object, that was there Just for YOU! That was going to give you accurate feedback, that was going to Mirror you, give you Real directions Instead of getting you MORE Lost and frustrated! This is why many people turn to 'gadgets" instead of relating to people. The fact that a Gadget makes people feel more confident than a person is a pretty sad state! It seems that the closer we get to people the more "spin" occurs.
The problem with relationships, even those with whom they're supposed to be "Clean", supposed to be there JUST for us like parents or other "Authority", end up relating to us from "dirty" places and give us "dirty" feedback. Imagine having interactions with people the way we do with in adamant objects and receive, Clean, accurate feedback? That is the way it's supposed to be! What is the point of passing down Dirty feedback? Imagine if your doctor didn't wash their hands after operating on the previous patient? If we're not going to be Clean for our children, then who are we going to be Clean for? Who wants to receive Dirty feedback from people when you're at your most innocent? It can't be the child, they are at their MOST clean! It HAS to be the "authority" who is responding to that child from a place of their unmet needs and "undigested" injuries. Children should be born to make the world Clean, NOT us making Children Dirty!
On the side of the box when you buy a tube of glue or some adhesive it says, "make sure surface is clean and dry". I think of this when I think of the way many people relate. How many people make sure they're clean and dry" before attempting to "adhere" to another person, connect to another person? Imagine if we had to keep gluing something over and over again? We wolud get frustrated, we would think the glue doesn't work or the pieces don't fit or something. Do we ever stop to think in relationships that we need to "clean" ourselves up? All the lint and fuzz that gets stuck to a piece of tape that renders it useless after a while, yet how often do we get help "refreshing" ourselves? WHO do we turn to to help us get "Clean" like they say in drug rehab? Who is there in life to help us "Get Clean" emotionally so we're not walking around going in circles, building a life of Debt until we address our lack of Adhesiveness?
The Bottom line is, we have to do what Must be Done! Period! We HAVE to address and deal with ourselves and the Emotional Debt we've inherited and begin seeing it for what it is, Not a part of us but, a learned, program, so we can reach the surface of our True Self.
I think back to how weight training helped my body get a better sense of direction and orientation because I was dealing with in adamant objects that are giving me Clean truth. When you're doing your bench press, or what ever exercise you're doing, the person in the role of Spotter is there to assist You in gaining strength and "accruing" self confidence and esteem. One person needs to be THERE, grounded, FOR the other. If the Spotter suddenly tries to gain for themselves instead of Spotting, altering the motions in some way that takes away from the person benching so that the Spotter is the one taking, the entire purpose would be for naught. Neither would be gaining. The footing and stability that the Spotter would be providing would be lost and neither would benefit. There would be nothing but, loss of traction and grip and nothing but falling and spinning.
This is what ends up happening in families and other systems in Society when there isn't a strong, healthy person there For another. Most people, to some degree, have parents that were NOT good spotters, who end up putting their own needs first at the expense of their kids and are NOT sturdy people that we can resist against. We end up losing some well needed leverage and edge, to what ever degree those in the "authority" role are not There for us. This is why many people grow but, can't find that "lift". They're brought here physically but, don't get to be Lifted and raised up because there's NO one there to push off of. There's Nothing there to grab onto! The "Ladder" has been taken away! We get to only get a lift so far, then we're abandoned. Dropped off in the middle of No where! This creates a Legitimate Build of Anger and even Rage when a person is doing everything right and cannot figure out why they can't pull themselves up! The people are going to end up Boiling in their own emotions and acting out unskillfully because of the rigged system. Eventually Nature will take over, when the system is at war with it. We've been taught to be at war with our own Natures/Emotions, needs.
In a show last night I watched on FRONTLINE called, To catch a Trader,, about Steve Cohen of SAC Capital and insider trading. One thing that was repeated over and over again was "Edge", leverage, people trying to get more and more of an edge. To get to the source, the people in the "know" who had the info, the Source right there when it was Born! Before it even got to take it's first Breath! What we do to calves, pigs, chickens and other animals as soon as they're born. One guy said,, "it's there for the taking". It's normal to need an edge in life and I believe it's because the "little guy" has little edge and is programmed to lose their edge, that others take our share of it.
I've been trying to say this all my life, how I was Taught to NOT have an edge, to lose my edge and "donate" it and that I was a Criminal if I didn't. This is the OPPOSITE of how Nature works! The Opposite of what we seek when we learn to ride a bike or roller skate. We learn balance, we learn coordination and mastery. THAT is the mentality that needs to stay with us for the duration of our lives. Constantly perfecting our moves and skills. NOT just ONE corporation growing and growing and accumulating more and more while the rest of us barely have any edge at all!! That's why Parenting should be like Personal Training or Coaching. Parents should be teaching kids skills for the rest of their lives the way we lean to ride a bike.
Friday, January 24, 2014
The REAL DEBT is our Mental Health!
I can't take anymore people focusing So much on the $$ Economy, people talking So much about $$ and using it to measure what Debt is, when it's known, by many people, that $$ is Fake and has no inherent value and is just entries made into a computer. Yet, the REAL Debt, the REAL harm being created by everyone blindly following this Fake $$, is ignored. There are people talking about the impact to the environment, to animals, to people in prisons, the abortion issue, etc. And, thanks to the NY Times article, For the Love of Money, Sam Polk brought attention to what I've been trying to bring attention to all my life; Emotional health! What many people dismiss and ignore as a "taboo" subject due to the stigma attached. But, the Reality is,, this is where the Actual Debt is!
What many people fail to realize, is that when we have the Ability to see it, to step outside of ourselves and SEE our unhealthy emotional attachments, at that point, we become healthier! That is how Nature works! That is the step in the direction of healing and recovery. By defending and protecting the System inside of ourselves,, we are working for IT at the expense of ourselves! We are acting as a HOST for the "alien" to grow.
Because the monetary system has become the main focus in the world, in Peter Joseph's Zeitgeist Addendum film he talks about how $$ has taken on nearly "Religious Proportions", we have been led so far astray from what is right in front of us and what is Real and has Real value! The health of the family system and the respect and value for each other that parents are supposed to have, and when they don't, that low self worth/debt gets passed down to the children, who then grow up and enter the world seeking anything that will fill the void they didn't receive from the parents/nature. I use the word nature here interchangeably with parents because, like it or not, the family system is part of the Natural world, WE as human beings are a part of Nature and when we get together and reproduce we're either consciously or unconsciously passing down health or dysfunction, awareness and self responsibility or emotional deprivation. Because too many people have been so conditioned to "salivate" to the Bell and NOT the real food,, we've allowed Fake $$ that man makes by entering decimals into a computer, to overtake the Only thing that will ever have True value which comes from Nature.
We have literally allowed ourselves to become Zombies! Sam Polk nearly caught himself from turning into a Full on Zombie. What woke him up? His therapy sessions? His dealing with is drug and alcohol abuse which many others in the Financial world do everyday and see as perfectly normal? What was it about him and the environment there that snapped him out of his trance? Of course, Sam Polk's story is not typical of the average person struggling for $$ and trying to get by every day yet, both types of people are being controlled by $$. Depending on the way we're brought up, we either have a healthy amount of self worth or we don't. We either had our emotional/physical needs met or we didn't, we're either in a Emotional/Spiritual deficit or we're not and to what degree? It's our level of Emotional health that determines what our relationship to $$ will be. The more self worth we have the less likely we will sell out. The more ability we will have to recognize when our values are being compromised for fake $$.
No one really looks at and takes seriously enough the role of parenting. I've actually considered the fact that the human population is a Direct Reflection of the Fake, diluted down $$ System. The whole,, "I can have what ever I want even if I can't afford it emotionally or $$", The Fact that there's no sacredness and respect for the people in our Gov offices these days and the fact that the Fed creates $$ out of nothing, backed by nothing,, it's the exact equivalent to the deterioration of the Family and creating children not backed by value and sacredness. The way people use the sexual encounter, marriage and reproduction without much thought or consideration creating many unwanted and devalued people in the world to be enslaved. There needs to be more quality and value brought to the system of Family and reproduction. If people don't put conscious effort and worth into what they create, why should the FED? When you really look at it,, WE the people have created the Fed and the devaluation of the $$ and they created us. It's just a world of everyone doing everything completely disconnected from Nature and what's real. Irregardless of weather or not people can Spiritually and Emotionally "afford" children, whether or not they can raise that child to their healthiest fruition. Most "parents" teach their kids that $$ is the answer to life, like Sam Polk's father did. Many parents do teach their children that the System and $$ ARE the Family, the "parent" and the True master. People have unconsciously adopted the belief that the Gov/Fed/ Corps want people to have, that They have NO value! That they, as parents and teachers, have NO value unless they have $$. As people reproduce more and more, the value and respect get more and more diluted along with the dilution of the $$. One goes hand in hand with the other. They are Both FUELING each other!
The Family system,, IS a "Farm" of sorts. The quality of what's put into the raising of children and the cultivating of the respect between the couple determine the "Fruits" they will bare and how healthy the children will grow up to be. Because too many parents have given up their Role as being a valuable part of the process of raising children and have turned over their children to the system and tell them "just go make $$" ,, it's the PEOPLE who have created the dilution of the $$ system the same way We the people have created GMO foods. The more the Family system surrenders their kids to the system,, the more the system will gladly accept the offering and use it against us. The "titanic" of the $$ system has sunk from the overload, from too many people looking to it to be their Savior. Guess what? YOU and those around you now have to dust yourselves off and pick ourselves up to BE the value we seek in the world. We must help each other cultivate that value in each of us. It won't be easy and maybe some people are too far gone. I feel a lot of people around me look to put others down and claim to be about change. It's Not easy to develop healthier relationship habits, to see that the way we are and the way we act are less than "organic" and more GMO than we'd like.
In Bill Still's presentation at the Save LI Forum this past weekend, he stresses,, "the Borrower is Always Servant to the Lender", this is true in Emotionally Debt based systems. When we're talking about the Monetary system, which is being used as a weapon against the people, we're talking about Emotionally deficient people using the weapon of $$ to enslave the masses. We're calling it "borrowing" and "lending" implying that the lender is actually Helping the borrower when, if fact, he's doing nothing but seeking to help him/herself. This is called Co dependency! Slavery! For anyone who TRULY wishes to help another will GIVE. There MUST be Give anywhere in Society, the body, a bridge, a tree bending in a breeze,, if there is SO much rigidity in the world, in the construction of a bridge or the human body, it would All Snap from the pressure! ANYTHING in Society Has to have Some Give!
That is what I tried bringing light to all my life growing up, Parents need to GIVE! The relationship between parent and child is the time in our lives when the flow needs to be ONE WAY direction, an extension of the womb. The child "gives" back and feeds the emotions of the parent by acting as a mirror and reflecting back to the parent smiles, and feedback to what it is the child needs. The more the parent meets the needs of the child appropriately enough, the more that parent "receives". The parent MUST be Emotionally healthy in order to do that. If the parent(s) did not get their emotional needs met adequately growing up, that debt gets passed down. "Parents" end up having children to GET, rather than Give, which creates a never ending perpetuation of a Vicious Cycle.
All this does is create a Society of TIGHTNESS, constriction and strangulation of the future. Lack of circulation, the ability to breathe and constriction of blood supply which creates the diminishment of people to be able to find their way out. People become in a permanent state of Altered Mental Status as if in Shock or Hypothermia,, gradually increasing their own deficit by making more poor choices from their already diminished state.
Although the Elite on Wall st might not be aware of it, when you're addicted you're not thinking about anything else but, the fact is, they are destroying themselves too. They are seeking from a fake, man made data entry, what only Nature and relationships can provide. We can ONLY get what we need to be happy and healthy ,, from Nature. So, we the people MUST raise our self worth and be the intervention for ourselves. Like anyone would do, hopefully, in any relationship with an addict. Leave! Break up, stand up but, the problem comes from the fact that, even in personal relationships, people stay and live dysfunctionally for the $$. If we act from Nature and "simply" learn to respond to others from an instinctual place and hold a mirror to them, rather than allowing the man made fake $$ dictate a fake, man made response, we can bring nature back to "organic" instead of GMO.
What many people fail to realize, is that when we have the Ability to see it, to step outside of ourselves and SEE our unhealthy emotional attachments, at that point, we become healthier! That is how Nature works! That is the step in the direction of healing and recovery. By defending and protecting the System inside of ourselves,, we are working for IT at the expense of ourselves! We are acting as a HOST for the "alien" to grow.
Because the monetary system has become the main focus in the world, in Peter Joseph's Zeitgeist Addendum film he talks about how $$ has taken on nearly "Religious Proportions", we have been led so far astray from what is right in front of us and what is Real and has Real value! The health of the family system and the respect and value for each other that parents are supposed to have, and when they don't, that low self worth/debt gets passed down to the children, who then grow up and enter the world seeking anything that will fill the void they didn't receive from the parents/nature. I use the word nature here interchangeably with parents because, like it or not, the family system is part of the Natural world, WE as human beings are a part of Nature and when we get together and reproduce we're either consciously or unconsciously passing down health or dysfunction, awareness and self responsibility or emotional deprivation. Because too many people have been so conditioned to "salivate" to the Bell and NOT the real food,, we've allowed Fake $$ that man makes by entering decimals into a computer, to overtake the Only thing that will ever have True value which comes from Nature.
We have literally allowed ourselves to become Zombies! Sam Polk nearly caught himself from turning into a Full on Zombie. What woke him up? His therapy sessions? His dealing with is drug and alcohol abuse which many others in the Financial world do everyday and see as perfectly normal? What was it about him and the environment there that snapped him out of his trance? Of course, Sam Polk's story is not typical of the average person struggling for $$ and trying to get by every day yet, both types of people are being controlled by $$. Depending on the way we're brought up, we either have a healthy amount of self worth or we don't. We either had our emotional/physical needs met or we didn't, we're either in a Emotional/Spiritual deficit or we're not and to what degree? It's our level of Emotional health that determines what our relationship to $$ will be. The more self worth we have the less likely we will sell out. The more ability we will have to recognize when our values are being compromised for fake $$.
No one really looks at and takes seriously enough the role of parenting. I've actually considered the fact that the human population is a Direct Reflection of the Fake, diluted down $$ System. The whole,, "I can have what ever I want even if I can't afford it emotionally or $$", The Fact that there's no sacredness and respect for the people in our Gov offices these days and the fact that the Fed creates $$ out of nothing, backed by nothing,, it's the exact equivalent to the deterioration of the Family and creating children not backed by value and sacredness. The way people use the sexual encounter, marriage and reproduction without much thought or consideration creating many unwanted and devalued people in the world to be enslaved. There needs to be more quality and value brought to the system of Family and reproduction. If people don't put conscious effort and worth into what they create, why should the FED? When you really look at it,, WE the people have created the Fed and the devaluation of the $$ and they created us. It's just a world of everyone doing everything completely disconnected from Nature and what's real. Irregardless of weather or not people can Spiritually and Emotionally "afford" children, whether or not they can raise that child to their healthiest fruition. Most "parents" teach their kids that $$ is the answer to life, like Sam Polk's father did. Many parents do teach their children that the System and $$ ARE the Family, the "parent" and the True master. People have unconsciously adopted the belief that the Gov/Fed/ Corps want people to have, that They have NO value! That they, as parents and teachers, have NO value unless they have $$. As people reproduce more and more, the value and respect get more and more diluted along with the dilution of the $$. One goes hand in hand with the other. They are Both FUELING each other!
The Family system,, IS a "Farm" of sorts. The quality of what's put into the raising of children and the cultivating of the respect between the couple determine the "Fruits" they will bare and how healthy the children will grow up to be. Because too many parents have given up their Role as being a valuable part of the process of raising children and have turned over their children to the system and tell them "just go make $$" ,, it's the PEOPLE who have created the dilution of the $$ system the same way We the people have created GMO foods. The more the Family system surrenders their kids to the system,, the more the system will gladly accept the offering and use it against us. The "titanic" of the $$ system has sunk from the overload, from too many people looking to it to be their Savior. Guess what? YOU and those around you now have to dust yourselves off and pick ourselves up to BE the value we seek in the world. We must help each other cultivate that value in each of us. It won't be easy and maybe some people are too far gone. I feel a lot of people around me look to put others down and claim to be about change. It's Not easy to develop healthier relationship habits, to see that the way we are and the way we act are less than "organic" and more GMO than we'd like.
In Bill Still's presentation at the Save LI Forum this past weekend, he stresses,, "the Borrower is Always Servant to the Lender", this is true in Emotionally Debt based systems. When we're talking about the Monetary system, which is being used as a weapon against the people, we're talking about Emotionally deficient people using the weapon of $$ to enslave the masses. We're calling it "borrowing" and "lending" implying that the lender is actually Helping the borrower when, if fact, he's doing nothing but seeking to help him/herself. This is called Co dependency! Slavery! For anyone who TRULY wishes to help another will GIVE. There MUST be Give anywhere in Society, the body, a bridge, a tree bending in a breeze,, if there is SO much rigidity in the world, in the construction of a bridge or the human body, it would All Snap from the pressure! ANYTHING in Society Has to have Some Give!
That is what I tried bringing light to all my life growing up, Parents need to GIVE! The relationship between parent and child is the time in our lives when the flow needs to be ONE WAY direction, an extension of the womb. The child "gives" back and feeds the emotions of the parent by acting as a mirror and reflecting back to the parent smiles, and feedback to what it is the child needs. The more the parent meets the needs of the child appropriately enough, the more that parent "receives". The parent MUST be Emotionally healthy in order to do that. If the parent(s) did not get their emotional needs met adequately growing up, that debt gets passed down. "Parents" end up having children to GET, rather than Give, which creates a never ending perpetuation of a Vicious Cycle.
All this does is create a Society of TIGHTNESS, constriction and strangulation of the future. Lack of circulation, the ability to breathe and constriction of blood supply which creates the diminishment of people to be able to find their way out. People become in a permanent state of Altered Mental Status as if in Shock or Hypothermia,, gradually increasing their own deficit by making more poor choices from their already diminished state.
Although the Elite on Wall st might not be aware of it, when you're addicted you're not thinking about anything else but, the fact is, they are destroying themselves too. They are seeking from a fake, man made data entry, what only Nature and relationships can provide. We can ONLY get what we need to be happy and healthy ,, from Nature. So, we the people MUST raise our self worth and be the intervention for ourselves. Like anyone would do, hopefully, in any relationship with an addict. Leave! Break up, stand up but, the problem comes from the fact that, even in personal relationships, people stay and live dysfunctionally for the $$. If we act from Nature and "simply" learn to respond to others from an instinctual place and hold a mirror to them, rather than allowing the man made fake $$ dictate a fake, man made response, we can bring nature back to "organic" instead of GMO.
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
EMOTIONAL TRACTION
It's not easy living as someone who has made it my life's mission to Be as present as possible and to practice getting and being as close to nature as I possibly can. I feel and pick up on things a lot and have insights all that time that can end up keeping me awake at night. I've been feeling and saying things about debt and slavery since I was a kid and was stepped on and squashed by most everyone around me, which is what creates the debt and perpetuates it. Then, at the same time, those same people are the ones telling you what a great country it is and how great you have it.
I just can't believe how obvious it's all been to me all my life that some people are treated like crap and will have no chance at a decent life and those who treat you like that are the very ones who should be supporting you emotionally. Without supportive people around you being giving and supportive, there's NO way you're going to get anywhere in this life!
I'm sick of it not being taken seriously enough that the way many people were treated growing up was, Straight up, Abuse! How can young people, depending on those who are treating them like shit, not going to end up a slave? I've been hearing more and more about people who rights were abused and/or violated. I just recently attended 2 really good events in the city about the rights of people being taken from them. The first event was about the friends and family of mostly Muslim people, who were picked up by FBI and are being held in prison for years with out charge. Here is a link to part of the talk I filmed, http://youtu.be/sfxzcdSXhOY. Families spoke about the FBI trying to get their family member to spy on their community and if they didn't do it, they were arrested.
The next event I attended was the first part of Close Gitmo Now Tour! Which began in NYC with speakers such as Todd. E Pierce, a Military Lawyer and Andy Worthington, who's been working on shedding light on the prisoners at Gitmo for approximately a decade. http://youtu.be/CTkQQpwTM6w . They also, showed the documentary, Doctors of the Dark Side which examines the use of MD's and Psychologists in the participation of Torture. The movie tells the story of four detainees, and how healthcare professionals working for the United States Army and the Central Intelligence Agency implemented enhanced interrogation techniques, and covered up signs of torture at the Guantanamo Bay Detention Camp and Abu Ghraib Prison.[1][2] Interviews with medical, legal and intelligence experts and evidence from declassified government memos document how the torture of detainees could not continue without the assistance of doctors.- Wikipedia
So, they're using MD's and Psychologists, people supposedly train to heal people, are instead acting as some kind of "referee" in a One-way boxing match of Torture. There are many doctors already who are more concerned with the $$ than in healing people. We can see that happening with Big Pharma. Many Doctors selling out for $$, providing services and procedures that actually cause more harm to the patient in order to make more $$ but, to assist and over see Torture on prisoners who were actually scheduled for release and are still being held??
Then, recently, with the charges being dropped for the cops who beat to death Kelley Thomas, even with video proof! it doesn't get any more corrupt than that! Where is the Revolution??
I am feeling more and more of my own frustrations coming to the surface of being ripped off of what the body/mind needs to be a healthy, thriving adult. Basic needs are NOT negotiable. People need to understand ONE thing. We CANNOT FUCK AROUND WITH NATURE! Nature is running the show, NOT MAN! We will either respect it, heed it's warnings, respond to it's feedback or pay the Price! Simple. We cannot bring children into this world, raise them any way we feel like, treat them any way we feel like and not think there are consequences. People have a perfect RIGHT to respond with anger and retaliation to being mistreated and robbed of what their basic needs are. It isn't stealing if someone needs food who's starving or someone who needs love who is angry and acting out. This is called a Normal Response! When people are in any form of debt,, be it physical, by not having shelter, clothes or food, OR emotional, by not having their basic emotional needs for approval, validation, the need to separate,, met, it's a healthy and Normal response from nature to do what ever you have to do get what you need. It isn't Criminal! It's CRIMINAL to have all of your material needs met and to keep taking more from those who need it more! The REAL debt of the "Elite" is Emotional/ Spiritual. Just because they might have had and grew up with $$ doesn't mean they had their Emotional needs for Love met. Which would explain a lot about why they have an Addiction and cannot get enough.
I feel I have to speak out about it or things will never change. We have to tell the truth and admit things or we will continue to repeat them forever. I have to deal with the opposition and conflict that comes with speaking your truth. So many people talk about "speak out", "express yourself", "have a voice" then the minute you do, they're the very ones there stomping you down.
This is how we've all been taught to accept and take on the debt! The way to deal with the Debt is to Lower your standards. Don't change the system, don't hold those in charge accountable, lower your expectations. One thing that I'm finding over and over is that it's those people who grew up "better" than me are in the most denial. The fact that they didn't grow up with the level of abuse that I did, even though they didn't grow up that great either, keeps people in a perpetual state of ,,,, stagnation. Not able to see how they were screwed because maybe it wasn't blatant abuse, yet they were also, not raised to know their rights, live more fully, live to their fullest potential either. They weren't raised to be their best self either. I end up feeling that I was "lucky" in some weird way, that the way I had, it was a No Brainer! There was No question, no confusion, it was clear that it was abuse and neglect. Trying to get others to listen and believe me is another story, however.
So, this is what I mean, you have it right in front of your face, people not believing you, the very people who should be protecting and supporting you are "asleep on the job", while, at the same time, telling you what a great country we live in! People DO right in front of your face the VERY thing they deny is happening!
I was speaking with a cousin of mine today on the phone about the state of the country. He's the usual type of person that has a house on Long Island, has a job driving a truck, a wife, goes hunting on the weekends and thinks this system is the best system there is. This typical, giving the Country an A+ when it clearly deserves a big Fat F! The tolerance of Society being so low and corrupt and doing nothing except making excuse for it, rather than admitting it's sick and taking some steps to DO something about it. Is it really That difficult? Rather than living in circles and making excuses for the illness, which only adds to it, we can admit where we are, call it like it is and begin taking steps towards better health. I don't see what's so difficult. I really do believe, I KNOW, this society is over when I hear people say certain things. Most people simply do not have Good Healthy Habits in this country. They do not keep up in things, events, news. They do Not make an effort to get real information, they get info mostly from the TV news which is pure junk. I mean, if people make NO effort to be Fit, then how can one expect to be? How can we be surprised that our Society is deteriorating when we're allowing it to? And the weird thing is, It's the people I know who have kids who are the ones who do NOTHING but make excuses, "there's nothing you can do". If we make no effort to know what's going on, to be informed, we think the Gov cares about our safety and is going after the 'Terrorists", instead of taking a closer look, getting a more critical view to find that our Gov has been taken over by Criminals who care about nothing more than keeping the fake "terror" scam going so some people continue making millions of $$ that is fake but, who cares as long as people think it's real!
The whole thing is completely FAKE! My cousin said to me, "money has value because you can buy things with it, because people believe it has value" which is true but, our belief that its real doesn't make it real, it only keeps the Scam going! Because we believe the PTB are fighting "terrorists" doesn't mean they are! Our belief doesn't make things REAL. Only Physics and Nature are Real, which will become more and more apparent than it is already. We can deny what's real all we want,, it doesn't make it so.
Which brings me to my next point, again I have to bring up what happened to my brother. It's the perfect example of denying reality, pushing the Debt back more and more, like QE3, 4, 5, 6 & 7 by simply not accepting the reality. So, my brother can be thought of like the Economy and trying to prop it up with more and more fake $$ injection by denying the reality. By denying or minimizing and not addressing his injuries in a timely way, kicking the Debt can down the road, only adding to the Debt, which resulted in is body/reality/nature/physics showing who's in charge. By the body stepping in and Collapsing, people can look at that and say,, that's bad, when the Reality is, my brother's body had to save his life because he wasn't taking steps to do it. I fear this is the way it will be for most of us. Things will have to get really ugly for most people to get it.
I feel that what we need to do, which I try to practice, before we're FORCED to do it, like my brother is now,, in Traction. Wearing the HALO brace around his body attached to the head for a couple of months. Meditation can be that "Traction". I feel that we need to put ourselves into a retreat type place mentally and physically so our head can reconnect to the body, like my brothers body is forced to do literally now.
The Fact is, our level of Fitness is SO LOW in this country, we are doing nothing short of committing Suicide! Prepare yourself for a disaster you can't even comprehend. Hope you don't live to see it, but your kids will.
I just can't believe how obvious it's all been to me all my life that some people are treated like crap and will have no chance at a decent life and those who treat you like that are the very ones who should be supporting you emotionally. Without supportive people around you being giving and supportive, there's NO way you're going to get anywhere in this life!
I'm sick of it not being taken seriously enough that the way many people were treated growing up was, Straight up, Abuse! How can young people, depending on those who are treating them like shit, not going to end up a slave? I've been hearing more and more about people who rights were abused and/or violated. I just recently attended 2 really good events in the city about the rights of people being taken from them. The first event was about the friends and family of mostly Muslim people, who were picked up by FBI and are being held in prison for years with out charge. Here is a link to part of the talk I filmed, http://youtu.be/sfxzcdSXhOY. Families spoke about the FBI trying to get their family member to spy on their community and if they didn't do it, they were arrested.
The next event I attended was the first part of Close Gitmo Now Tour! Which began in NYC with speakers such as Todd. E Pierce, a Military Lawyer and Andy Worthington, who's been working on shedding light on the prisoners at Gitmo for approximately a decade. http://youtu.be/CTkQQpwTM6w . They also, showed the documentary, Doctors of the Dark Side which examines the use of MD's and Psychologists in the participation of Torture. The movie tells the story of four detainees, and how healthcare professionals working for the United States Army and the Central Intelligence Agency implemented enhanced interrogation techniques, and covered up signs of torture at the Guantanamo Bay Detention Camp and Abu Ghraib Prison.[1][2] Interviews with medical, legal and intelligence experts and evidence from declassified government memos document how the torture of detainees could not continue without the assistance of doctors.- Wikipedia
So, they're using MD's and Psychologists, people supposedly train to heal people, are instead acting as some kind of "referee" in a One-way boxing match of Torture. There are many doctors already who are more concerned with the $$ than in healing people. We can see that happening with Big Pharma. Many Doctors selling out for $$, providing services and procedures that actually cause more harm to the patient in order to make more $$ but, to assist and over see Torture on prisoners who were actually scheduled for release and are still being held??
Then, recently, with the charges being dropped for the cops who beat to death Kelley Thomas, even with video proof! it doesn't get any more corrupt than that! Where is the Revolution??
I am feeling more and more of my own frustrations coming to the surface of being ripped off of what the body/mind needs to be a healthy, thriving adult. Basic needs are NOT negotiable. People need to understand ONE thing. We CANNOT FUCK AROUND WITH NATURE! Nature is running the show, NOT MAN! We will either respect it, heed it's warnings, respond to it's feedback or pay the Price! Simple. We cannot bring children into this world, raise them any way we feel like, treat them any way we feel like and not think there are consequences. People have a perfect RIGHT to respond with anger and retaliation to being mistreated and robbed of what their basic needs are. It isn't stealing if someone needs food who's starving or someone who needs love who is angry and acting out. This is called a Normal Response! When people are in any form of debt,, be it physical, by not having shelter, clothes or food, OR emotional, by not having their basic emotional needs for approval, validation, the need to separate,, met, it's a healthy and Normal response from nature to do what ever you have to do get what you need. It isn't Criminal! It's CRIMINAL to have all of your material needs met and to keep taking more from those who need it more! The REAL debt of the "Elite" is Emotional/ Spiritual. Just because they might have had and grew up with $$ doesn't mean they had their Emotional needs for Love met. Which would explain a lot about why they have an Addiction and cannot get enough.
I feel I have to speak out about it or things will never change. We have to tell the truth and admit things or we will continue to repeat them forever. I have to deal with the opposition and conflict that comes with speaking your truth. So many people talk about "speak out", "express yourself", "have a voice" then the minute you do, they're the very ones there stomping you down.
This is how we've all been taught to accept and take on the debt! The way to deal with the Debt is to Lower your standards. Don't change the system, don't hold those in charge accountable, lower your expectations. One thing that I'm finding over and over is that it's those people who grew up "better" than me are in the most denial. The fact that they didn't grow up with the level of abuse that I did, even though they didn't grow up that great either, keeps people in a perpetual state of ,,,, stagnation. Not able to see how they were screwed because maybe it wasn't blatant abuse, yet they were also, not raised to know their rights, live more fully, live to their fullest potential either. They weren't raised to be their best self either. I end up feeling that I was "lucky" in some weird way, that the way I had, it was a No Brainer! There was No question, no confusion, it was clear that it was abuse and neglect. Trying to get others to listen and believe me is another story, however.
So, this is what I mean, you have it right in front of your face, people not believing you, the very people who should be protecting and supporting you are "asleep on the job", while, at the same time, telling you what a great country we live in! People DO right in front of your face the VERY thing they deny is happening!
I was speaking with a cousin of mine today on the phone about the state of the country. He's the usual type of person that has a house on Long Island, has a job driving a truck, a wife, goes hunting on the weekends and thinks this system is the best system there is. This typical, giving the Country an A+ when it clearly deserves a big Fat F! The tolerance of Society being so low and corrupt and doing nothing except making excuse for it, rather than admitting it's sick and taking some steps to DO something about it. Is it really That difficult? Rather than living in circles and making excuses for the illness, which only adds to it, we can admit where we are, call it like it is and begin taking steps towards better health. I don't see what's so difficult. I really do believe, I KNOW, this society is over when I hear people say certain things. Most people simply do not have Good Healthy Habits in this country. They do not keep up in things, events, news. They do Not make an effort to get real information, they get info mostly from the TV news which is pure junk. I mean, if people make NO effort to be Fit, then how can one expect to be? How can we be surprised that our Society is deteriorating when we're allowing it to? And the weird thing is, It's the people I know who have kids who are the ones who do NOTHING but make excuses, "there's nothing you can do". If we make no effort to know what's going on, to be informed, we think the Gov cares about our safety and is going after the 'Terrorists", instead of taking a closer look, getting a more critical view to find that our Gov has been taken over by Criminals who care about nothing more than keeping the fake "terror" scam going so some people continue making millions of $$ that is fake but, who cares as long as people think it's real!
The whole thing is completely FAKE! My cousin said to me, "money has value because you can buy things with it, because people believe it has value" which is true but, our belief that its real doesn't make it real, it only keeps the Scam going! Because we believe the PTB are fighting "terrorists" doesn't mean they are! Our belief doesn't make things REAL. Only Physics and Nature are Real, which will become more and more apparent than it is already. We can deny what's real all we want,, it doesn't make it so.
Which brings me to my next point, again I have to bring up what happened to my brother. It's the perfect example of denying reality, pushing the Debt back more and more, like QE3, 4, 5, 6 & 7 by simply not accepting the reality. So, my brother can be thought of like the Economy and trying to prop it up with more and more fake $$ injection by denying the reality. By denying or minimizing and not addressing his injuries in a timely way, kicking the Debt can down the road, only adding to the Debt, which resulted in is body/reality/nature/physics showing who's in charge. By the body stepping in and Collapsing, people can look at that and say,, that's bad, when the Reality is, my brother's body had to save his life because he wasn't taking steps to do it. I fear this is the way it will be for most of us. Things will have to get really ugly for most people to get it.
I feel that what we need to do, which I try to practice, before we're FORCED to do it, like my brother is now,, in Traction. Wearing the HALO brace around his body attached to the head for a couple of months. Meditation can be that "Traction". I feel that we need to put ourselves into a retreat type place mentally and physically so our head can reconnect to the body, like my brothers body is forced to do literally now.
The Fact is, our level of Fitness is SO LOW in this country, we are doing nothing short of committing Suicide! Prepare yourself for a disaster you can't even comprehend. Hope you don't live to see it, but your kids will.
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