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Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Where I learned about Debt
 I grew up in a house/family where my parents got married because my mother got pregnant even though they didn't really Love each other and build up a respectable partnership, DEBT. This is backwards. It was Debt from then on. People just passing on their mistakes and Not even admitting or taking responsibility for it. My Parents had my brother and I 16 months apart. My parents did not get along very well. I remember a lot of fighting when I was a kid and the cops would come to my house and take my father away. Things like this are Not even acknowledged as being Traumatizing to a child. The Fact that these events have consequences and can have lasting effects are not even spoken about.  My parents divorced when I was 5 years old. We also lived with my Uncle and Father on my mothers side. When I was in the 2nd to thru the 5th grade I use to pull my eyelashes out from stress. Self Mutilation is the Very evidence of Debt, Trying to "Get" more from oneself, from the Body than is meant to.

 It didn't take long to find out that the problems didn't end and we didn't live happily ever after just because my parents were divorced. It was clear that my mother resented her position as a parent. It was Clear to me that she did not want the role and resented that I was around. She was incapable of Loving, of being giving emotionally. I always felt "starved" emotionally, that I was here to fill her needs, Not the other way around. Is it Any wonder that our entire society is Backwards? With Wall St robbing people instead of assisting them financially. Health Care making people sick and being Profit driven instead of healing people.
 I learned early, like many children like me, that the world was backwards. Families are a source of stress and pain rather than joy and satiation. The family is/was no different than what people are talking about these days. DEBT! I don't get what the Big surprise is! I've been saying it and trying to get through to people my ENTIRE life! The evidence is Right in front of our Face! If people take on more than they can handle, live beyond their means and have kids they don't really want, that is Immorally passing the Debt on to Future generations. I did not inherit much in terms of "values". Everything was "inside out", backwards, and the ones doing it defended it, like the banks and Gov do today. The PTB (Powers that be) never do anything wrong.
 I was brought here to fill their needs, not the other way around. I was brought here to bail them out, Not the other way around. When John Perkins in Zeitgeist Addendum spoke about how those with the $$ come in to corrupt the leaders of the Gov to make a few Rich people Richer and leave the people holding the Debt, he called it "a double, triple whamie!" This is NO different than what goes on in some "families".
 If there's ANY Position in the world that has the Ultimate power to Abuse,, it's Parents! I've heard it all any time I tried to talk about it, "Get over it", "you're parents couldn't give to you because no one taught them", as if that's Justification for passing Non value onto you're own kids!? The whole point of Reproduction is to Reproduce VALUE,, Not Fake Fiat Currency like the Fed does!! This is what happens when there is a Disconnect from $$ and Real Value. People are conditioned to follow $$ in one direction,, while REAL value is going in the other!

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

DeCapitated

Most people have been,, Decapitated to some extent. Meaning, taught to live in the head only. We live in a society that values the Intellect, the mind over the body, the Masculine OVER the feminine, Profit OVER peace, people AND the environment. What does that mean to us and our Health? It means we do the same thing to ourselves. We're cut off from what we really feel because our True feelings get in the way of Profit. We're taught early on to use our heads,, that is Dominant, to manipulate and control what we really feel emotionally and Spiritually. Emotions are deemed, "Feminine", Irrational, unreliable.
 The Military is a good example of being trained and conditioned to use the Head to override what the body feels. This is how they're able to disconnect and Kill innocent people and not feel anything. When people are trained to view their own bodies as the enemy, their own Normal, healthy responses as wrong or abnormal, they learn to live in a disconnected state from themselves,, which allows them to live disconnected from the rest of Society. People who work in jobs where blindly following orders is expected, even if it means going against what you know to be immoral in your gut, do so at a great expense to their Mental health. This idea that we have to give up ourselves Entirely for a job or $$ is the opposite way that Nature works.
 It should be obvious in a work place when earning a paycheck is starting to cost us way too much of ourselves. How can we not feel that surrendering who we are for $$ can only lead us into the point of no return? How can giving up one's self respect and dignity over time Possibly get us anywhere when we've given up the VERY thing life is about? Our Self Worth and value is what we should be accumulating more of, not giving up! Any job that asks us to surrender ourselves to the point where we feel diminished, our gut is trying to tell us something is wrong! That's why we need to LISTEN, pay attention to what we feel, NOT give it away! The system wants the opposite of what will benefit us. We're being Raped gradually over time. If a sketchy person in a dark alley jumped on us and try to rob our wallets and rape us,, would we give in?? If they had a weapon of some kind it can definitely pose a challenging situation to get out of. Is it worth trying to get away or do we not even try? It all depends on our level of confidence in our ability to take care of ourselves.
 We need to learn a form of Mental Martial Arts in this world in order to Navigate the mental onslaught that comes at us. When we are overwhelmed and our own selves are used against us, our own ignorance and desire to be a part of something great,, we end up losing our own greatness. If we're to regard others as Great without them regarding US as Great also,, we're getting Ripped off! It's all a matter of leverage and physics. We end up projecting our own Greatness onto the "military" or the Police dept, but then the "love" doesn't come back to us. it becomes a One Way street where, we're giving up more and more and only getting in return is paper. Where's the Love? People are looking for Love and Passion and that is the very thing the system uses to seduce us and rob our lives.
 I recently watched the Central Park 5 documentary and towards the end of it Kory Wise made the point I try to get people to understand. He said, "They used us against us, our youth against us". Because the world has turned inside out, the scam of the $$ system has created a HERNIA in the system. $$ is driving us rather than the other way around. The people behind it are NOT going to admit it. They are not going to take responsibility. If it can happen to 5 boys in NYC who were interrogated without a lawyer present and did not know their rights, who were pressured to such a point that they confessed to something they did not do! That is a form of torture. They were 14, 15 and 16 year olds being bullied and intimidated into telling the NYPD what they wanted to hear. These people are not interested in finding out the truth,, they're interested in getting the case solved one way or another. Everything has become about the Ends, not the Means. Skip the Process and get right to the Guilty verdict.
 That's how we do things, without the Natural Process. We've learned to Skip Nature's process in Every area of life; Farming and agriculture, relationships, people don't take the time to develop closeness. Due to $$ constraints people move in together because it's cheaper, or they just don't have the emotional maturity to go slow, so they skip to the sex part to get to the goodies, then the relationship fails because it was rushed. We rush our kids to grow up fast, we don't allow them to develop at the pace intended by nature. We interfere because we can't afford it Financially or emotionally. If our child has normal healthy feelings that we are not mature enough to deal with, we medicate them. We blame THEM for having a natural response to the unhealthy conditions WE created! That's our Wonderful System,, then we're not allowed to point the finger at them,, and we're called a Terrorist!

Friday, April 12, 2013

reversing the Disconnect from how Nature works.

 Mentally/Spiritually Fitness,, reversing the Disconnect from how Nature works.

Our Society has become basically Severed from the way Nature works and do not even realize it. This is a very scary fact. People have NO idea how much they have been programmed to not heed the signs and symptoms that nature is clearing sending. Rather than things being simple and automatic, people have learned to value mind over matter mentality instead of Mind WITH matter. Reality is sending us signals and we actually need to Utilize that information to make our decisions. We do this when we ski, learn to ride a bike, learn to walk or any other basic activity. WHY, then don't we do it all the time in our relations with others and our surroundings? How can we think we can dictate when Nature and Physics can and cannot give us feedback?? That, Right there, should be a Clear sign that we are out of alignment with Physics. It's really so simple I can't even believe I feel the need to write about it! I mean, How can anyone think they can override Physics?! But, I guess, when you've had people bow to you all your life, had the ability to control and manipulate through power and cheating, the natural course of events would be for those with the most power to come down with a Serious case of Psychosis! And those without power to be the other extreme of that, diminished.
  One of my Favorite lines from a movie that hits the nail on the head of what is/has happened is from JAWS. Chief Brody says to Hooper and Quint, "Why don't we start leading the shark back to shore instead of him leading us out to sea?" Chief Brody awoke to realize what was happening. That they were unconsciously getting caught up in the chase and that they were being lead by the shark further and further away from their territory and into Shark territory! That is Exactly what is happening to the U.S. and other countries for decades. The Elite are creating an environment fully of their own making, shrinking us more and more into an environment they want and what benefits them and further and further away from Nature, from Real feedback, from our own instincts and ability to listen inward. 
 Societal Dementia or Societal Multiple Sclerosis could be used to describe the lack of response that people have to what's happening right under their noses. What else could we call it? There is an obvious lack of response to what is going on from the masses. As if a nerve has been cut. And it has! People have been so far lead out to sea! Out into Elite, Blood thirsty, salivating, terminator like, terrifying, hellish waters! People think it's normal to live in a cage now. Due to our disconnect from the intelligence of how nature works we do not even know what health is and recognize when we've lost our balance. People have gotten so used to the cage, the prison and raising babies in prison they feel at home there. "Institutionalized" like in Shawshank Redemption. Freedom is too scary.
 The way nature works, is through a Negative Feedback loop. That means, when the system gets out of balance, the part of the system that gets into deficiency sends a signal to the rest of the system to send more blood, more O2, more nutrients or whatever that part of the system requires. The rest of the system then Responds by increasing or decreasing the supply. That is the way Health works. An Unhealthy system works by dismissing and ignoring valuable signals coming to it from other parts of the system. This has been internalized to our Families and to our bodies. We're trained to dismiss and cut off, LITERALLY; AMPUTATE parts of our families either emotionally or Spiritually by diminishing what they feel, not treating them with respect or worth, and doing the same to ourselves. We allow ourselves in the workplace to be diminished Spiritually for $$ then transfer than to our children. Pure Poison!

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Nature is the Ultimate Calculator

  I do not understand why it has taken Wall St and the Banksters to create somewhat of an awakening in people when the evidence of a seriously impaired society has been around for decades and is right in front of one's face. To think and believe that it's the Globalists,, the "Illuminati",, the 1%, the Corporatocracy, the Elite or whatever other name we can give them, we then continue to repeat the same thing over again, which is to give our power away. Not to say that those with All the $$ and Power do not take some of the blame and responsibility but, the Signs and Symptoms of our Strayed Away society have been evident WAY before the financial melt down of 08' and the mortgage crisis.
 The level of Complacency and disconnect of the "people" is blatant. This Human "Climate shift" in the perception of people is un-mistaken. The obvious deterioration that people will so gladly put up with, the complete 'asleep at the wheel' that has enveloped too much of the population. The signs and symptoms are Right there! The fact that the focus of our Society is on $$ and Not on health and Nature proves the point. The Monetary system has become a virtual over crowded life boat which has exceeded it's capacity 10x over, the Drunk at the bar who has a blood alcohol level of a Dead man but, there's nothing and No one to say, "You're overloading that boat!" or "I'll call you a cab". Due to the salivation of $$ it has eroded our sense of decency, our humanity. The same way an Ulcer eats through the lining of the stomach or how a Hernia pushes it's way through to the inguinal ring, the opening to the inguinal canal.
 We have a SERIOUS problem! ALL of us,, not just those without $$ and power but, also, those with it. They just have it at the opposite end of the spectrum. They are our Reflection,, like it or not and we are theirs. We are the Dysfunctional Family gone Global!
 When I grew up I could feel there was something Seriously wrong by the time I was 6 or 7 years old. I could feel that I was being raised all wrong and very unhealthily. I was made to feel "indebted" before the age of 10. "I brought you into this world now you owe me", was the attitude. People who have kids by accident, don't really want them and begrudgingly have you so they don't feel they went against the Church by having an abortion. Having a child just to Not have an abortion is a DEBT way of doing things! Then telling a child, "I didn't abort you, you owe me" is a Totally DEBT mentality and teaches a child right from the beginning,, "you Owe!" That is NOT a True "family". That is the deterioration of the family by Capitalism. The $$ system Eroding the boundaries of the Family and intruding on the values that should remain intact.
  People who are on the + Plus side of life, meaning, people who have room for caring, and respect, people who SAVE room for giving and consideration. People who did Not wear the family system down to the Bone and actually left some muscle tissue and ligaments! Some lubrication! Gee whiz, what a concept. Last time I checked,, the Ideal way to build and Not tear down was to stress something or someone the Right amount! Give a child Age Appropriate responsibility,, much like weight training,, incrementally. Not different than wearing the appropriate show size. Why is it that we have NO problem knowing that we have to increase the size of our shoes as we get bigger but, we can't grasp the fact that we need to increase or decrease the amount of Stress we place on our kids?? Too much tears down,, too little creates slack. Is that such a difficult concept to understand? Because, like it or not, that's the way Nature works! All it takes is a little bit of paying attention. Gee, what's that?? People aren't even Raised themselves before bringing more people into the world that need raising. If you're not raised yourself, how can you Possibly Elevate someone else?? You can't! That's why we have a population of Unconscious people who have Created the 1% who want to Exterminate us and use us for their garbage dump! We asked for it. We're pushing up against their lifestyle the more we breed which forces them to push back on us! Everything is Crashing,, not just the Economy!  Like a tube of toothpaste. Something has to give.
   Maybe not everyone grew up like I did but, they were not very far away from it because no one stepped up to do or say anything. Everyone acted like it was Normal to grow up the way I did. NO one calls a spade and spade and says, "Hey, this is unhealthy", "a kid needs to be brought up right", "a kid needs a stable, supportive family". Health IS what it IS. Nature does NOT screw around. We get ONE chance growing up, ONE!
 The way I learned about debt had NOTHING to do with $$. It had to do with respect, self worth, time, energy and attention. REAL value comes from treating children with respect, giving them you're time and attention. Children are the REAL Stock, the REAL investment along with the environment. $$ should be working FOR all these things. $$ should be backing theses things, NOT be in the drivers seat with the Real value taking a back seat and being compromised for something man made! The fact that we do not see this is even MORE proof the we are so far gone! How no one can see that this shift towards putting something man made before what Nature makes is completely baffling to me.
 I could feel myself being robbed when I was a kid. I could literally FEEL the life being robbed from me at a very early age. I could FEEL myself being drained and energetically bled. I was, and many others were to some degree, taught to keep themselves in debt right from the start. You were brought here as a commodity,, with a job. Not as a Free person with a bit of room to breathe and room to grow and the time to grow.
 I grew up in a Debt mentality family, a Poverty mentality. You are NOT going to raise healthy, free children with a Debt/Poverty Mentality. SIMPLE. Too many people do not even realize what having a child is all about. They teach their kids to perpetuate the system rather than change it or to be an initiator. The bring kids into the world to take from rather than to Give To. So rather than making Deposits into a child's Emotional welfare, parents are tapping into it. Depleting it,, Just like someone skimming off the top at work. The Family is like the Work place!
 I, literally, had life robbed from me as a child. I could actually feel myself getting darker inside. That a huge part of me had died. I grew up in a family who brought 2 kids into the world by accident. They were people who were not healthy or in Love. This is how Debt starts. It's like falling while skiing or a crash while driving, if you don't have a handle on something, you don't have a handle on it! It's about being able to do things in a relaxed way with a relative amount of ease. We should be able to be comfortable and focused like we would be playing or learning a game of tennis. Like a shoulder on a highway, there's needs to be some cushion. If we do not feel that we have the hang of something or that we do not have a real grip on it, it will get away from us. We will fall, miss the ball, crash, what ever. This is NOT the problem! The problem is lying! Hiding hit, Not admitting it, covering it up. When did telling the truth become unthinkable?? It isn't Just Bradley Manning who is a criminal for telling the truth! Again, it came along WAY before him.