Recently released, Clarence Moses -EL, jailed for 28 years because of a Dream. And NO one is held accountable

Here is another story I need to write about that is the micro cosm of the macro cosm I've been talking about in the "family" system all my life and ignored and minimized. Here is a man who was recently set free after 28 years in prison for a crime he didn't commit.
 In 1989, African American Moses-EL, was sentenced to 48 years in prison when a women said she had a dream Moses-EL was the man who raped her and beat her in the dark.
 Moses-EL has always maintained his innocence.
Overwhelmed to find the words and in seeing his grandchildren for the very first time, Moses-EL expressed on Democracy Now last week.
 In 1995, after already being in jail for over 6 years, Moses-EL had to be his own lawyer and do the work for those who should have been doing it by raising $1000 from other inmates to have the forensic evidence tested; the rape kit, the sheets, the victims clothes, that was marked "DO NOT DESTROY" the police had kept for years, then put into a dumpster by police and never able to get the evidence tested! The test was even approved by a judge. I wonder if he got his inmates $1000 back? I doubt it.
 Barry Scheck of the Innocence project was to do the evidence testing and prove his innocence. "When I found out the evidence had been destroyed I went into a deep, deep, dark state of being depressed, lost for hope, I felt really bad at that time, I know this can't be real. After all I went through, friends of mine who believed in me because at no time did I ever waver in my desire to prove my innocence. Various inmates came to my support donating $25, $50, $100, they believed in me, so I believed in myself. After they told me the evidence was destroyed, it devastated me. I felt like I'd done hit rock bottom".
In 2012, Clarence received a letter from L.C. Jackson, one of the men originally mentioned by the victim as a possible assailant, saying he wanted to "come out of the dark" and confess. "It was a surprise to me. Why's he writing to me? Once I started reading the contents of the letter I jumped for joy", Moses-EL said on Democracy Now. "My time has come, I'm getting out of here". After a quarter of a century of being in jail the real rapist came forward. Even that letter didn't lead to Moses-EL's release until another 2 years later.
 There was enough evidence 20 years ago to identify who the real perpetrator was here, said Moses-EL's defense attorney Eric Klein. "The DA's office could have tested the evidence themselves". Why would Moses-EL seek to identify the real perpetrator of the crime if he wasn't truly innocent?
 In 2012, when L.C. Jackson confessed to the rape, Moses-EL's attorney at that time investigated, a motion was filed in 2013 on Moses-El's behalf to obtain a new trial. the D A's office opposed that and an evidentiary hearing. The judge granted Moses-EL a new hearing which was held this summer where the judge heard from L.C. Jackson. Saliva samples were compared and shown that the samples were more consistent with L.C.'s blood type.
 The judge gave the option of a re try or drop the charges and the Denver D. A. fought it. Moses-EL still lives with a retrial over his head. That question is still waiting to be answered. "There's no point in re trying an innocent man", Eric Klein said.
 "How can he be convicted based on her dream?" asks Amy Goodman. "It's a great question", said EK.
The last min was about Moses-EL's mother who fought for him and believed in him for decades. "My Mom's was a strong advocate for me and always believed in me and she always told me to keep my faith", before she passed away, she was a very strong force in my life".
 "My faith and my innocence especially for something that I didn't do", Moses-EL said when asked what kept him going. ‎ I want to focus on points and the similarities to the abusive "family" system; 

 Moses-EL having to be his own lawyer while in prison! 

 When I heard this I nearly dropped. I can't believe how much I'm hearing people same the exact same thing I have since the early 70's. I had to be my own lawyer by the age of 8 to prove my own innocence as a child. Being branded Guilty in the "family" when you're a child by the very people who should be the ones backing you. The similarity to how I grew up and everything I've been saying for decades is uncanny. Moses-EL at least had the support of his Mom advocating for him on the outside and the financial support of his fellow inmates who gave EL the $1000 to get the evidence tested even though the PTB destroyed it. Being in the prison of the "family" system can be worse because it's hidden in plain sight. The perps are right in front of people and no one sees it. The trauma and anxiety my body has been living with knowing the perps are your "parents" while the entire neighborhood sides with them puts your body into such stress and trauma it's unimaginable. 

 When Moses-EL soke about going into deep, deep depression when the evidence was thrown out, it ran through my body like electricity because it was exactly what I lived in my own house. 

 I felt the entire story of Moses-EL was just a different version of what I endured my whole childhood yet, unable to get help because everyone around took the side of the perp. 

 The police who threw away the evidence who are supposed to be the ones working to find truth and prove innosence are doing the opposite. Those around me as a child didn't want to acknowledge what was happening because then, they would have had to step up and do something. So, the let the debt and guilt fall on me by saying to me, "oh, you're poor mother". I was literally betrayed by every "adult" around me as a child who didn't have the courage to be there for me, to point out that what was taking place was wrong. I was the one who needed the reinforcement. I was the one who needed someone to be there for me. Being told to feel sorry for the perp was not only wrong but, it's unhealthy and put me into even more "debt" . Not only am I not being treated the way I needed, when my body naturally stepped up itself and did asserted itself, I was guilted for being Healthy!‎, basically. The health accounting gets completely screwed up and replaced by what "man" says. My healthy body was made to believe it was wrong, conditioned to feel criminal for behaving healthily in an unhealthy environment.  Natural law over ridden by man, who knows better. 

 There was no mention ever made that "I" was the one having the healthy response and it was the environment and those in it who were wrong. It's might makes right and those in the "authority" position abusing power. This is exactly how the psych debt gets passed down.
 As the years went by, I still always received the same response from people anytime I tried to talk about being robbed. I was seen as the inconvenient one. Not those who perpetrated the violation. Because natural law and the body don't just "get over" things because "man" says to and have to actually be dealt with and justice needs to be had. How can something be "gotten over" when no one is addressing it and seeing that a wrong is made right? You're victimized over and over through out your life because natural law doesn't take dictation by man. The entire system functions the way the case of Moses-EL was handled. Even if people are not blatantly abused, they are the indifferent ones who sit by while others are. 

 I started being my own lawyer at age 8 trying to prove my innocense. It wasn't law books I was reading because it isn't about what man says is legal or illegal, it was‎ simple natural law and healthy. I started reading every book I could get my hands on about the dysfunctional "family" system, abusive relationships and what healthy relationships function like. 

 It was through reading those books, John Bradshaw, Barbara DeAngelis, John Grey, Melody Beatty on Co-dependency. It was a no brainer this was what everyone should know and practice before anything else. No matter what their job or position, if people don't understand basic relationship skills and treat people  ‎with basic worth and value, all that's happening is that a fake, GMO, man -made society is  paving over natural law. 

‎ Moses-EL's story showed the complete backwardness of the system. That the "criminal" aka, truly innocent person is acting more the justice system than the so-called "official" justice system. It shows the complete separation of man's system from nature. The same point I've been trying to point out since the 70's when I was being "told" I had to raise the parent instead of the other way around. Then, when I resisted and said it was wrong, I was criminalized and sentenced to "prison". It may not have been "physical" prison but, it was prison none the less. Prison can be anywhere. That's the problem with man's system vs natural law. What man calls prison is not the same as what nature calls prison . That's what's so dangerous. While man is so busy following man's definition of everything including criminality and prison, they're missing what nature says. Most people don't even understand nature's language and signals, which is certainly a tragedy that is leading us to self destruction.  By the masses being conditioned to live from the neck up and not truly present in the moment where nature and reality exist, people don't have to wake up. They stay unconscious and the vicious cycle continues at their expense ‎and that of the most vulnerable . 

 Another point is the fact that it was the evidence that was thrown out. The facts, the truth thrown into the TRASH by the VERY people who should be using facts to reveal truth and did the opposite and went by the victim's dream. The fact that she named other men who she was actually drinking with before she had the dream went uninvestigated. 

 To top that all off, again, it was the actual rapist who came forward L. C. Jackson, who wrote to Moses- EL, after decades of being incarcerated but, came forward none the less, to ‎admit his guilt. Another example of the "people" having to do the work For the so-called "officials". Even then, it took another 2 years for Clarence Moses-EL to be released. 

What kind of completely imbalanced, sick system are we living in? No mention, of course, ‎of anyone being held accountable who threw away the evidence or ignored the facts in the first place. As long as the "officials" are allowed to get away with being held to a lower set of standards than the rest of the public rather than Hiherg like they're supposed to be, we'll just be perpetuating the separation of man's system from Natural Law. But, who cares, as long as it's not happening to us.  

Interview with Former Finance Minster of Greece Yanis Varoufakis & Former Economic Hitman John Perkins

The interview will be played on Organic News on http://awakeradio/us Tues 12/29 6pm EST.
‎After some weeks of standing by I was finally able to nail down a date and time to interview the former Finance Minister of Greece, Yanis Varoufakis with former Economic Hitman, John Perkins to Wed morning 12/ 10am EST. 

 I hate to be repetitive but, at the same time, repetition, practice, is what shapes things; muscles, actions, learning. We have to repeat the same movements over and over for months, even years before things take shape. ‎Yet, they say that's the definition of insanity. Sometimes it takes doing the same thing over and over until we get the result we seek. it doesn't necessarily happen the first few times. When do we know if it's insanity? How do we know when it's leading somewhere or not? 

 I am going to continue to talk about the micro of the macro and try to connect the 2. Interviewing people like John Perkins and Yanis Varoufakis who speak about the larger debacle and myself, who experienced the same only scaled down more, I  always tried to point that out. Corruption doesn't just happen on a large scale. 

 It didn't take long for Yanis to point out something so basic and fundamental; that it's just a matter of the PTB shirking responsibility and dumping their mess on the shoulders and backs of those who don't deserve it, had nothing to do with it and can afford it the least. A form of "social pollution". ‎ This exact scenario happens anywhere, especially the "family" . Not just between the IMF and Greece. 

 If people just look at the giant problems and don't learn to see them when they're staring you right in the face on a "smaller"‎ scale, we're missing the opportunity to learn and deal with things in the hear and NOW. I've seen it for decades in my own surroundings the poor health/economic habits of the people then passing the mess down to those who afford it the least. That is the definition of the "family". People think life and resources are going to last forever, that this society and consumerism, $ buys everything system, is just going to go on and on indefinitely. When the real cost of actions show up in front of those in charge, the consequences, often times it gets dismissed. What do we do when it's those in charge who are the most immature and irresponsible? Whether they're "leaders" like Dick Cheney or a parent, when we live in a backwards world where those who are supposed to be passing down honor and values are passing down their immaturity instead, how are those inheriting it supposed to afford it? 

 I often wonder why people have no problem working to pay Fake $ bills while dismissing the real bills that are looking you right in the face. People have been so conditioned like Pavlov's dog to salivate to the bell. Telling people of the harm I experienced at an early age was met with minimization and denial. That growing up in domestic violence, divorce and abandonment can't possibly leave any marks or damage. That Real bill get's easily removed.The blatant denial of natural law and how it works gets dismissed while people fully embrace working for fake $ to pay utility bills and the like. A system created by man overrides the natural world. People just can't imagine things could get really bad even though people are doing everything in their power to bring about Real catastrophe. People these days live so disconnected from the real cost of things because of that very fact that all they have to do is use their fake $ to buy their way out of their own consequences. There is No accountability when it comes to REAL Costs. What happens on large, "National" scale levels happens on scaled down levels. People just notice it more when it happens nationally or globally because it's more massive and dangerous. And many times people don't even notice it then either or block it out. Many live with war and death around the world like it's normal instead of completely ill like it is.   

 People have no idea how serious it is to be living in a fake system where the rules of Nature are manipulated by man's fake positions of power and $.The PTB on any level can pass down their garbage; parents to children, I feel, is the worst and greatest betrayal. A child is completely helpless and reliant on those around them for fitness and protection. If those around that child fail to reinforce that child, fail to protect them, protect their rights and Instead, teach that child that the debt is theirs to bare,, the Laws of Nature and FITNESS are literally being turned on it's head to be a CANCER Economy!

 ‎ I cannot stress enough the utter betrayal that a "parent" does to a child. The level of standard in this country by all of our leaders is so low, thinking of it as Relationship pollution is the only way to describe it. If we're polluting the earth for $ and leaving our children with the environmental mess, then it stands to reason we're also passing down emotional pollution and debt also. You can't have one without the other. Pollution comes in different forms. Parents avoid taking responsibility and are just as immature as Dick Cheney, as he was called out by Col Lawrence Wilkerson on Organic News last Tues. The "family" is where the toxins get passed down directly to the most vulnerable who are completely helpless to do anything about it. How are children supposed to hold a "parent" accountable? Most "parents" are simply Not mature an responsible enough to be real leaders for their children. Most "parents" do not reach any place of stability themselves before bringing another life into the world thereby simply passing the emotional debt down. 

 It can't be happening on a larger scale like Yanis, John Perkins and other thinkers are describing it without it also happening on a scaled down version. ‎We only "see" it when it's big, like a heart attack, but we forget we've making deposits into that account for decades. 

 We've been trained to destroy nature, to steal from our children's resources in favor of Fake $ and to prop up a Death Economy, as John Perkins s eloquently puts it, and the Cowards who run it. The health debt a child can end up in at the hands of a parent is the worse kind of debt. Has anyone ever heard of co-dependency? This word is one I've been using for many decades. When a child cannot get their rightful emotional needs met by a healthy parent, that child's growth is permanently stunted and arrested. ADD to that a "parent" who steals the natural resources from a child for their own irresponsible, immature reasons. This is the debt we need to be speaking about more. This is Real debt. A child turns into a person forever trapped in body that is desperately trying to get from nature what it desperately needs to finish growing fully. Being arrested developmentally leaves the body with no choice but to use its limited resources and skill to get what it needs. Leaving it trapped in a vicious cycle of Psych Debt it can never get out of because there's no Real Leaders, No Real adult around to help raise them up. They become discarded carcasses like those animals used in the fur trade. Sucked of much or their Life force then tossed aside, scratching and clawing the slippery slope of Crapitalism trying frantically to gain some traction, while all around sit by watching, thinking they're profiting but the profit is fake. 

 I think of a person going into shock or hypothermia. The first sign is altered mental status from the body going further into debt; blood loss, temperature loss, etc. When the body is in debt the mental status deteriorates  first which forces the person to make poor choices further indebting the body/mind. A vicious cycle. 

 Keeping people in a permanent state of psych debt is how the PTB control the people. It's also how parents control their child. How many parents are truly healthy and raise their child to be healthy?    

 No matter what the issue, the Greek "debt" crisis, refugees, the Paris attack, Inequality, etc. It always ends up coming down to the same thing, health. The mental/emotional health, or lack there of, of the few who have stolen power and rigged the system in their "favor" but, they're actually scared, insecure bullies who need to be stood up to. ‎Also, the co- dependency and enabling of the rest of us. 

‎In the same interview with John Perkins, for Economic Hitman, made the obvious point about Corporations having no allegiance to this country or it's people, only their endless addiction for more. He went onto say that it's no longer an American empire but, a Corporate Empire. During the Clinton and Bush admin there was a "lost opportunity to make more profit because war brings in profit even when you lose war". I believe I have his quote correct. His words can be heard this Tues at 6pm est on http://awakeradio.us/. Then on the Awakeradio1 youtube channel podcast. 

 War began rising again in Africa and the Middle East. The growth of militarism in the economically developing countries and the EHM tech of death & fear were applied in Europe. The threat of war with Russia over the Ukraine.

 Yanis Varoufakis went on to mention that "since the financial crisis of 2008, 9 the Greek state has forked over  ‎180, 190 billion euros to salvage the Greek banks. It's debt that just accumulates and gives the hitmen and women of the Troika the leeway they need to turn Greece into a debt colony. This was more or less the savings of the Greek Banks. So if we were worried about the savings of common folk, then all we had to do is simply take this $ and Give it to them. That wold have been the end of it. Instead we keep pouring good $ after bad in a privately owned baking system, which is constantly being used by creditors constantly threatening us with bank closures in order to force the Government to yield". Yanis then referred to the Threepenny Opera to confirm what John Perkins had said about the use of Economic Hitmen,, why send in the murderers when you can send in the bailors? Yanis V then went on to say,, "all Greek original airports, 14 of them on the island of Mykonos, Santorini, Crete, were all sold to one German company. http://www.pappaspost.com/14-regional-greek-airports-operating-rights-sold-to-german-company-fraport/

Yanis had a conversation with a German Finance Minister, "and I asked him, in all honesty behind closed doors, "Would you ever countenance giving away Germany's original airports to one single foreign company without obtaining a single share in those airports for the state, for the local Gov and municipalities, and he looked at me and said 'No? The implication was, Greeks can't expect to have the same rights as Germany. If you're in a Debt Prison you forfeit your rights, human, political and economic rights". 

 My reply was to say that the Greek people were put into the Debtors prison consciously, deliberately. Yanis' reply was to say, I was giving the PTB of Europe too much credit, a bad habit of mine, and that "they are not that smart". He said, "that required a level of smartness and dexterity the PTB of Europe don't have. It was No design. There was an attempt to create a $$ union in early 1990's for economic reasons that benefit the rich and the Corps. The intention was not to turn Greece into a Debt Colony, the intention was to maintain the Political power of those Corps. When you create a $ union as the one they created, eventually, it builds up within it the potential for a massive explosion or an implosion at the financial and economic trade level ". 

 Who is paying attention to how children are being treated in their own house? This is how So many "parents" behave doing the same thing and treating their own children like they have no rights, like that child is indebted to that "parent" for bringing them into the world, not aborting them, housing them, feeding them, or any other myriad of things an immature "parent" can conjure up. Consciously or unconsciously,, this is how the debt gets passed down and the Future is brainwashed to believe they are responsible for the Debt that they are Not. If there is NO firewall between a corrupt "parent" and an innocent child, there is NOTHING stopping the psych debt from being passed on. 

13 African American women raped by white cop in OK. Abuse of Power epidemic! Sayn this since 1970!

Time and time again I hear stories of people being victimized by someone abusing their power. This is a more extreme example and I fear that the abuse has to be severe, physical abuse of many people in order for justice to be served. Those in positions of power showing no respect to people has become the norm. The landscape of the system is riddled with the slow and gradual abuse and disrespect of entire populations of society that it goes unnoticed.
 I refer many times to a fav quote by James Madison - I believe there are more instances of the abridgement of the freedom of the people by slow and gradual encroachments by those in power than by sudden and violent usurpations.
 This is my fav quote because I said it before reading it somewhere. Not quite as elegantly but the gist was the same. It was when I was working for FDNY/ EMS in NYC. We responded to traumas and sickness and such but the gradual deterioration of the communities went unnoticed. No one was healing that. It was clear the system was as it should be and my "job" was to keep it that way. Not ever getting to roots of problems or healing whole communities. Just enough to skim off the top but, never reaching deep enough. It was clear those "running" the system was not interested in truly doing right by its people.
 That is a form of abuse that is much more subtle yet just as devastating over time.
 Where is the line drawn? What is defined as abuse, neglect, less -than optimum behavior? I've studied psych and abusive relationships all my life due to growing up in an emotionally torturous, neglectful and less-than respectful environment. But, because I was not physically bruised and battered or sexually molested and "only" emotionally abused and tortured the abuse was allowed.
 The same thing with Eric Garner and Freddie Gray. Because they've been, and millions like them, gradually disrespected and murdered over time, it's that much more acceptable to simply kill them physically. They're already one step below actually physical death. The system has been sweeping us all towards it for decades. Some just closer the the edge than others.
 One victim of Daniel Holtzclaw said- "I didn't think anyone would believe me, I'm a black female". The eldest victim of Holtzclaw, 57 year old Jannie Ligons expressed feelings of being traumatized. She spoke out in a news conference, "I was a victim, I was traumatized, I went to therapy", she also spoke of having a stroke. "I still live with it day after day. All I know is, I wasn't a criminal, I have no record, I didn't do anything wrong". She said Holtzclaw stopped her because she was swerving. She said she wasn't, that he just wanted to stop her. "I was innocent and he just picked the wrong lady to stop that night".
 Holtzclaw was under investigation under the sex crimes unit 6 weeks before his last crime. Meaning, he assaulted half his victims while under investigation. Some are questioning as to whether Holtzclaw was enabled by the entire system that devalues black women.
 An organization that became involved called OKC Artists for Justice saying Holtzclaw preyed on women who lived impoverished areas.
 Another story from people speaking out about abuse of power. The same issue I've been speaking up about since 1970 living in an abusive home. If so many adults can be preyed upon and fear speaking out that no one will believe them, that they're not credible enough, imagine what it feels like for a child pointing their "parents" as the abuser.
 I ask the question every day when I hear stories like these why some people get to tell their story and others do not. Will I ever get the chance to be heard and speak out about the psychological torture and depression I was forced to live with in my own house? These women are saying the exact same thing as I've been for 45 years! If Jannie Ligon was innocent and victimized, what of a completely innocent child in their own home by "parents" who that child depends on with their life?
 I never hear any stories about abusive "parents" when a parent has the ability to abuse more than anyone? I'm sick of writing about this and feeling like there's nothing that can be done. How is it different than the story of these women? Who is a child going to go to? I told people how horribly I was treated in my house and people did nothing. They do what the system did with Holtzclaw, they enable. They say "oh your poor mother". They let Me, the innocent take the fall. There was not one person who stood up and protected me, respected me, treated me with worth and value like I deserved.
 I was no different than these women. I child does nothing wrong, is totally innocent when their abusive parent does the same thing as Holtzclaw, abuses power and preys on their own vulnerable child to feel better about themselves.
 I was the same innocent "bystander" as Ms Ligon when I was born into an abusive situation then the abuser enabled by neighbors and others when they tell me to feel sorry for the abuser and there's no justice for the most innocent. This is the country we are living in. Where those who are supposed to protect and serve are the abuser because the system is not about justice, dignity and values, it's about Corp Profit at the expense of all of those. It's about the few at the expense of the many. I'm here to inherit the debt, the psych garbage like so many.
 I went to therapy for years and paid out of my own pocket for something that was done to ME! My entire life revolved around nothing but health, fitness and healing trying to overcome extreme feelings of low self worth, self-sabatoge, self mutilation and trying to find a safe place with people who would protect me. I never found it. When you don't grow up with healthy people to rely on you get victimized endlessly for the rest of your life. Once you're victimized you're re-victimized again and again because there isn't anyone who is going to put forth the effort to save your life. There are too many predators because that's the society we live in. You're gradually victimized, poisoned over time by your own "family" and community because everyone is in on it. The entire population is in on it, even the victims themselves.
 How is a child supposed to stand up for themselves against those who should be protecting them? Because those around have no self worth they're not going to make the effort to step up for a child. They have no problem letting the child take the fall because most people live their lives by a very low bar.
 Holtzclaw's bail was first set at $5 million then another judge reduced it to $500,000. Holtzclaw also violated a home monitoring system while under investigation to go to a doctors appointment. He spent 14 days in jail and was then allowed to go back to the home monitoring system. "That's unheard of", said Grace Franklin of the Artists for justice.
 Another victim of Holtzclaw spoke at the news conf. "I didn't expect to get violated the way I did". Sharday Hill was handcuffed to a hospital bed and her clothes taken. l just couldn't even believe it. I was speechless, I was scared. When everything was going down,,,, pause,, I was scared, I didn't know what to do. I felt like I was in survival mode so I felt like I had to do what he was making me do".
 Again, if just one incident of being violated by someone in power can traumatized people that much, imagine what spending 2 decades living with the abuser can do to a child's health.
 I literally shake upon hearing the next part because it is the exact description of what I went though as a child. It's like someone is describing MY story. 2 of the women were brought into the court room to testify Against Holtzclaw wearing the orange jumpsuit and handcuffed! While the defendant, Holtzclaw, sat wearing a nice suit. Which is why Grace Franklin of OKC Artists for Justice believed only 8 of the 13 women were believed. It gave the impression already that the women were guilty and Holtzclaw was the victim. That is exactly how I felt by age 8. Guilty! And the "poor" abuser is the victim. I've been saying this for over 4 decades. The "family" is the easiest place to abuse. Like water running downhill if the "parent" is simply unwell, immature or the child is not wanted. How can we expect the health of a person to not come out eventually? How can we expect truth to not show itself?
 I have no choice but to wait until I'm near middle aged to come out and now try to stand up for myself because those who's job it was betrayed that trust. It's not just the police and the courts.
 The system is SUCH a debt system that you literally have to raise yourself to then go 'back" to be person you needed over 45 years ago!
 If there is anyone out there who can help me get justice for myself, please contact me here or on FB message. Cat Watters. Pic of me with We Are All Muslim sign.
 My life was ruined. I've lived in excruciating pain my entire life. I have PTS and probably will for the rest of my life. It's hard to keep a job. I fear abuse all the time. I fear being my full, healthy strong self out of fear of being criminalized and abused for it. Being strong and smart was a crime.
 I lived the micro of the macro of what more people are coming out about. The abuse will continue as long as people bow to the Criminals at the "top" who profit off the abuse and the killing of millions of people world wide. It will continue to be a prison, war world unless we do something.

COP21 protestors Arrested for speaking Truth,, The Corporatization of the Family

 Monday on Democracy Now from the UN COP21 in Paris, France it showed demonstrators outside the event exposing the Corporate takeover of what is supposed to be a serious discussion and finding real solutions to the global effects of Climate Change.
 Pascoe Sabido of Corporate Europe Observatory called Solutions COP21, being held from the 4th to the 10th, a massive Corp Expo, a "Corporate takeover" and pointed out all the Corps who were involved like "ENGIE, one of France's largest coal companies pushing natural gas, banks like HSBC all claiming to be solutions." He said they were trying to "greenwash their image" to present themselves as part of the solution but, said those who came for the action "aren't buying it".
 Then, Pascoe talked about the security. "Walking in here I was a bit terrified, with their body armor and shields. There's undercover cops everywhere".
 They did a "Toxic Tour" much like protesters did here in NYC for Black Friday calling it the Tour of Shame,, exposing the Corporations for who they really are.
 Ahmed Gaya of Rising Tide North America, was part of the Toxic Tour who introduced organizations who have been confronting many of the very Corporations sponsoring the so-called, Climate Change, COP21 event. The first company Ahmed mentioned was ENGIE, who is lobbying heavily against the standards of coal emissions in France, "In 2014 alone they spent 2.5 million euros lobbying against emissions standards and paid to enter the COP21 Solutions to pay for access to negotiators and influence the COP process and greenwash their image."
 As the organization members began speaking out one by one, Kandi Mossett from the Indigenous Environmental Network about Fracking in North Dakota, and others, the undercover cops began moving in. "Police and security began forming a line to block protestors from going near the ENGIE booth. The cops corralled the protestors and started grabbing at the organizers while the public cheered the organizers for calling out the imposter Corps.
 The police had the demonstrators surrounded and linked arms to not allow the demonstrators to leave while some protesters were able to escape under their arms. "All we're doing here is speaking truth", Ahmed Said. "But, when we speak truth and expose false solutions we get kettled and we get shut down".
 Just then, the police picked up Pascoe Sabido and began carry him away! He was actually being interviewed while being carried away, which was a bit comical. "Arresting people for speaking truth",, then his words drowned out as the crowd became louder. "They're grabbing us by the arms and legs and taking us out because they are working for the likes of ENGIE and others promoting false solutions. Unfortunately $$ can buy you (inaudible) lot of security. (May I add,, the Illusion of security) We're going to continue, we're going to be in the streets, we're going to take down ENGIE and others",,, "we're going to make sure our climate future is in the hands of people and not big business",,, as he was carried away by Corp owned, GMO "justice".
 Next up was Sabina Cessou, French Journalist, "police are actually taking all the activists who came in to protests those big companies doing brainwashing,, "It's more like a Commercial Fair. These people are protesting, it's Freedom of speech in our country in 2015 and we have all these police taking people, one by one, and taking them out", while showing a cop walking a female out and grabbing her in a head-lock position when she tried to get her head out from under his arm. "Because of the attacks the police are all over the place and we're going to see that more and more, suppression of civil liberties. It's a Police state all over the place".
 Then, an American man speaking out about being corralled by police saying that he was not an activist, not a journalist, that he was "Just trying to learn what's going on around me. The Police of France have decided to hold onto me and I can't leave. This is Amazing, he said, "WHEN A VOICE OF DISSENT IS RAISED AND THE IMMEDIATE RESPONSE IS TO TRY TO ARREST PEOPLE and stop them from speaking",, as he then was grabbed and hauled away.

 The by stander completely dumbfounded by the fact that people just speaking out in civil dissent were met with arrest,, my rights were violated right in my own house as a child. Everyone was in on it. There was No one and No where to turn. Being treated like you didn't matter,, like you're not valuable was normal. I was found Guilty and "arrested" by the age of 8 just for standing up for myself as a child. Not only were those around me not raising me the way Nature demands,, they undermined ANY attempts and my own body simply kicking in and doing it. The term "family" is the opposite of what was really happening. "parents" and even neighbors, community were the opposite. No one was there to Raise you, no one had your back, no one was there for you, supporting you or protecting and investing in you, they were doing the exact opposite! Robbing from you, stealing your self worth, undermining your self esteem and self confidence and putting themselves first. No different than a Corporation. 
 Not only are they Not there for you,, they tell you to feel sorry for the abuser! You have to go into psych debt to bail out the abuser.
 The fact that not ONE person, not one Real Adult was around to be a mentor, be a role model, step up to the plate, give you what you needed, treat you the way you needed is a CLEAR sign of environmental devastation. The evidence that those very people who should be protecting and empowering us the most are doing the opposite is a sign of a severe health crisis. A healthy family, healthy relationships should be functioning a certain way,, and when they're not, and when it's not even noticed that they're not and responded to,, is a clear sign of social sickness.

The first man, Pascoe Sabido, who spoke about the protesters pulling back the curtain on the Corps seeking to greenwash their images pretending to be healthy and putting forth False Solutions,, I've been trying to expose the scaled down version about the dysfunctional, abusive "Family" for decades. People telling me at a young age, "My poor parent",, telling me to feel sorry for them, the people who I needed to be investing in me. When you look at that closely,, the bad accounting is clear. That's robbery. It's clearly passing down the emotional debt rather than passing down self worth. Using the vulnerable to dump the emotional pollution of the parents onto.
 These demonstrators calling out the Polluting Corps and "leaders" are Me when I was 6 and 7 and 8 and on, fighting for my life in a abusive "home" that compromised and arrested health. 

  I'm writing about this because people are finally getting it. People are beginning to experience what I experienced ALL my life! I'm amazed at their amazement. The protesters getting arrested at the COP21 are truly shocked. If they had grown up that way they wouldn't be. For many growing up, it was Normal. I woke up the sickness of it and tried warning people about it for decades. People do Not take seriously the signs and symptoms of societal disease and degradation that is right in front of them.
 I'm writing this to include the abusive "family" as part of environmental devastation. Needing a healthy environment to live and grow in, cleanliness, peace, support, people around you who care about you, feeling safe, Just being Healthy.

 They talk about refugees fleeing war torn places,, what is a child trying to grow up in abuse and warring parents? For a child, this is the worst kind of torture.
 It's always been obvious to listen to and follow my gut, what the body knows. The very thing Corp "profit" wants to destroy. I "grew up" being trained that to hit the bullseye is wrong, to be right and strong was wrong because it threatened those around me who were controlled by the system and made them feel too uncomfortable. That is, however, how natural law, fitness works. It prompts you in the right direction. With everything that's happening lately with the Climate talks in Paris, (which is controlled by the very Corps creating the problem) the police state, the refugee crisis, endless "wars" which are a front for Corp profit, what I still don't feel is people moving enough in a direction towards fitness. 

 From growing up in an unhealthy environment and neighbors and "community" not being there to step up to the plate either and instead made excuses for the incompetent "leader", I felt my body going into a health Debt. I felt everything getting dark. I felt myself turing into something unhealthy. I could feel how people were relating in the opposite way fitness functions. My legit feelings being met with less than responsive action, minimization, and disregard. Instead of raising children to be the healthy, fit, confident people they're meant to be, everyone was in on undermining it instead. In on pulling the rug out from under anytime my body and health made even the most modest attempt at gaining rightful ground. Being healthy was a Crime, like more people are feeling today. Sooner or later, All people will start crashing up against Corp "profit". Obviously, the more unhealthy the environment you're born into, the more your health and very existence is a threat and they will bash you for existing and make it seem like YOU are the excessive one. This I how I learned about and felt Capitalism‎ by 1970. Without them even realizing it, those I was surrounded by as a child were stealing my worth, my resources, my self esteem to feed Sociopaths. I knew it and spoke up early and was beaten down.  This is what more people are experiencing today.   

 Where is health? Where was fitness? My body  automatically‎ moved towards fitness, moved towards health from being in an unhealthy environment. That's what nature does. It doesn't need to think about it. Red blood cells don't need to think about exchanging O2, when the cells are healthy they just do it. Only when a system is ill does it not respond towards fitness. Only when people are completely lost, disoriented and brainwashed do they behave in totally disoriented and confused ways. 

 When your healthy functioning early on is met with distain by the very people who should be encouraging and cheering for your victory, it doesn't get any clearer that we are living in a totally Ill society. On top of that, when people can't even see that they're doing it, it's even more sickness added. 

 I've been on this earth for a half a century. That is a long time. All I've seen are people keeping a system going at their own expense despite the fact that they're clearly not living as fully and experiencing all they deserve compared to the 1% and the so called "leaders". I'm not talking about $ or materialism. I'm talking about real value; self confidence, self worth, self expression, healthy relationships, filling one's potential. Most people live far below their full potential and "see" nothing wrong. Again, the blatant signs & symptoms of diminished fitness and health being completely missed and towards a replaced version, a man-made version, a GMO version. 

 I don't understand how it is that people do not feel their health being stolen while it's so clear the potential humans are capable of is not being realized. We should be seeking Nature not $$. Real Nutrition, not fake. I never understood why most people stopped growing and didn't feel the need to stretch. 

 I have such a need even today after all the decades of working out and personal training to relate to people with fitness to cultivate stronger connections. To challenge the GMO info and false beliefs they have about themselves. To inspire Nutrition in interactions so people feel better about themselves and have the strength to resist the $$ machine. 

 Unconsciously, I believe that's why the people are being enslaved. "Nature" is using the sociopaths, to wake us up. The powers that Be are doing us a favor and forcing people to find the warrior inside of them that they should have found on their own. 

 We can see Climate Change just in the way people relate to one another. Relationships should be fit naturally but, because people have been conditioned to follow $, over time, they're losing relationship fitness and become more dysfunctional and codependent.

 I want to drive home the health of the "family" that is simply a micro of the macro. The Toxic, dysfunctional, environment of the "family" can be the most polluted place on earth because if the whole capitalist system is anti nature, the family has to be too. The family will just be a smaller version of the larger one, that uses the vulnerable to dump their emotional garbage onto unlike a Corp does to lands and peoples. 

Just like Big Pharma isn't in it for Health,, Bombing is the WRONG prescription for ending "terrorism"

The first question to ask is,, do those in charge REALLY WANT to end "terrorism?" Do they even know how? The PTB, Obama, Turkey, Germany, the UK, say they're trying to stop "terrorism" but, do they really? And Who is the Real terrorist? Like a "parent" who has no control over their children, it's easy to blame the children. 
 I've interviewed many people on Organic News on Awake Radio, the online show I do every Tues 6-8pm EST and they all say the same thing, the so-called "leaders don't want to end the "terrorism". If they did they would look at the fact that their strategy is not working and stop doing it. 
 I refer to the instructions on the tube or box of adhesive. The instructions usually say something like, "surface to be glued must be clean and dry". I think of that everytime I think of human relations. Are those coming into the situations coming in with surfaces that are clean and dry? Most often not and they don't even check themselves because they're so busy pointing the finger outward. 
 When I studied relationship skills all my life, conflict resolution, etc, giving the other party the room to air their greivences is one of the ways to resolve conflict. Mirroring techniques, active listening are all ways of giving the other party their opportunity to have their say. 
 How is it possible to have someone in the role of "President" of the United States who clearly has no conflict resolution abilities whatsoever? 
 All I did all my life was study conscious communication skills, active listening, mirroring techniques and other conflict resolution skills because I believed a person had to be a decent, fair and just person in order to be successful in life. Little did I know all one had to do is be totally vindictive and power hungry to "succeed" in Amerika. I put so much time and effort into attaining qualities I valued and believed others did too. +nly to find out that the more honest you are, the more you value fairness, justice, win-win situations, respecting others, that I would end up broke and isolated. The more I don't sell out the more under valued I become. Something is wrong clearly! 
 Others are finding out what I found out early in life. The entire world is becoming the oppressive, abusive, violating your rights, environment I grew up in and have been trying to get people to take seriously for decades. 
 If people put healthy relationships and skills that support them first like I've been advocating for since the 70's., we wouldn't be where we are today.  
 I never thought pursuing truth, health and healthy relationship skills, being more present and valuing people would leave me financially struggling. I figured people out there somewhere would recognize and appreciate what I stand for and value. But, I'm left on my own unnoticed by everyone with no support for standing up for what's truly valuable in this world. The fact that so many people choose $ and their jobs that aren't even real, over reality and justice is beyond scary. 

What Creates Terror?

I've read many articles lately after the attacks on Paris about what the causes of "terrorism" are. And one after another of them describe the same thing. Terror being done TO people creates "terrorists". The fact that many countries, especially the United States, have had their hand in destroying the Gov of Syria with continuous bombings that have resulted in the expansion of groups like Al Qaeda and now ISIS. What is being talked about more today is a culmination of the same thing I started speaking about in 1970 about the wonderful abusive "family" and the fact that children are a reflection of the parents. There is no escaping it. The laws of physics do not lie. And just like dysfunctional/abusive "parents" don't look at themselves in the mirror to ask, "how am I responsible for creating this since I'm the one in the position of "power?" The U.S. Corp owned, sold- the- people- out "gov" does the same finger pointing never entertaining, not the possibility but, the likelihood that it's THEY who are responsible for the attacks in Paris. The endless finger pointing outward at those responding to what those in "power" create yet, those creating the suffering never look  at themselves as the cause.
 That in itself is a classic case of being in relationships when it benefits someone but, when things go bad suddenly, they want out. The problem is, when you're in the "power" position, you're Always responsible when things go wrong! That's why you're in the position of "authority!"
 This same dynamic is what I said about the dysfunctional "family" system. People want the "benefits" the glory and fame, aka the "goods", the "wealth" minus the responsibility. It's called Psychological extraction. There has to be Psych extraction for there to be resource extraction of a country which is what "war" and "terrorism" is really all about. That's how you know it's fake. Because it's just one way. When the Sociopaths that be can make what's real fake and deny reality, we're done. Once reality and facts are up for sale. We're gone and we're well on our way.

Rise of the "Warrior" Cop,, Radley Balko

I put the word warrior in " because what is rising is anything but a real Warrior. What's rising is more war, more destruction for more fake $$.
 At the talk last night at John Jay College w Radley Balko, his book on the militarization of many Police Depts around the country. What can be expected when solving problems is not the priority? What can be expected when so many people in society bow to a system and a "power" they should be resisting instead? If people want to be Real cops, that's exactly what they would be doing.
 In one of my videos from the talk Balko says that Police are being told to watch out for the public. That any encounter with someone could be your last day. Making the public out to be so dangerous, those with the least amount of power. When, where is the warning of the danger of the system? It's the system and those running it who are the most dangerous. What person doesn't know that yet? Because people don't want to see and admit that it's their "parent" that's the sick one, the most vulnerable always get treated as the garbage dump scapegoat. Maybe a civilian Does have the ability to commit murder or a low level crime. Killing police is not what the average "criminal" seeks to do.
 Why doesn't anyone ask the question as to why the average citizen would turn out to BE or engage in crime? Gee, maybe its because the system doesn't want to know the answer to that question because the system would have to admit that it is the system itself and the Real Criminals at the "top" that create smaller crime at the bottom. No different than the "family" system. Like Father like Son. It's "parents" who are responsible for the rearing of their child. How the child turns out is in direct response to the quality of the parenting. Cause & Effect. Like it or not. Just because people don't like the feedback they get doesn't mean it isn't the answer. Those in positions of "power", whether parents or cops or the "gov", are accountable. Period. It is their immaturity and resistance of what is their creation that keeps the madness going. Of course if they're immature and un qualified for the leadership position they will resist and deny the honest feedback coming at them and blame what They created. Or, those in control know they are making a mess and creating it deliberately for $.
 Everything in this world is about health and nature. $$ is completely out of sync with nature and humans are in emotional deficiency and are not fit for their roles. Period.

#RiseUpOctober to End Police Brutality

#RiseUpOctober were 3 days of actions against police killing of innocent people. Thurs actions were at Times Sq with families of those who were killed came from around the U.S. to share their stories and their pain with each other and the crowd. Even film director Quentin Tarantino came from CA to stand up for the families.
 When I hear the voices and words from many family members I see me in them. I hear my voice and my words come out of their mouth. I feel that I'm there at these rallies for justice for myself. Those who are or were victims of brutality and abuse in the "family". Why are there no rallies for those abused by "family?". Because they have no leverage that's why. Because the whole point of family is to Give the next generation leverage and support. But, instead pass down psych debt the child can't afford and is completely unable to bring attention to. The "family system and "parents" are just the smaller corrupt system. If we're living in a world where it's out in the open that there are one set of rules for psychos and another for decent, innocent people then, there is no way many "families" are not affected and function the same way.
 We are living in really scary times. The families said cops were smiling when they were holding up signs and pics of their killed family member.
 This system will get u one way or another to sell out. As a child your parents are the system, later the teachers, community, then it's your boss, your job. People are not raised to be free, independent thinkers. Most people are "raised" GMO. To be co-dependent, addicted and enabling. If people don't healthily separate from parents they will be co-dependent on their job. The job is the parent. The company, institution is the parent the co-dependent child is unable to break free from.
 The entire system is made up of dysfunctional, co-dependent, abusive, addicted relationships that function on fear and debt that perpetuate.

 In my house as a child my "parent" was like the cops, abusing power thinking she could do whatever she wanted. Let herself off the hook and pass the guilt on to the innocent. Because I was young and healthy my instincts kicked in and my body knew what to do. That "parent" got more than they bargained for. They thought they would have an easy time abusing their power. They were wrong!! The natural Spirit that is in all people awakens under such conditions and moves into position. That is natures intelligence that I was told was bad and wrong. It wasn't. It isn't. Nature's intelligence is what we need. Our anger and pain are there to listen to and show us what to do. Our feelings are truth. This system will do anything in its power to try to scramble and confuse. Even those who had family killed and know the truth. The system will try to make you weak, to doubt yourself, to not trust your own gut instincts and feelings and to listen to them instead. That is exactly how I grew up. The same thing. REAL family LISTENS to your feelings and wants you to trust your own gut. They validate and respect your feelings. Anyone who tries to get someone to question and doubt what they know in their gut to be true, like what happened to me in my house, are enemies. Period.
 Your body is functioning on pure debt if you're left on your own with your truth. It's wearing a person down to the bone where they can then dig deeper and break you. Honest people want to help you. Want to help build you up, respect what you feel and know. How else do you know the world? How do you learn to ride a bike or ski? So the body and instincts are good for learning these activities but, not when it comes to knowing cops are criminals working for a criminal organization, banks, and corps. Cops are a business now. A corporation. FOR profit.
 Follow and understand health and nature and this won't be difficult to figure out. Everything gets sick. Very sick when $$ is the priority.

Confessions of an Economic Hitman Speak in NYC at HR14.org

Thank you to Les Jamieson for his gratitude for my helping connect him with the former Economic Hitman, John Perkins for the HR14.org event in NYC on Saturday.
 What is HR14.org? HR14.org provides a broad-based overview of a resolution submitted to the new Congress on Jan. 6, 2015 with the purpose of declassifying and releasing 28 pages from the “Joint Inquiry into Intelligence Community Activities Before and After the Terrorist Attacks of September 11, 2001″. This resolution was formerly HR 428.

H. RES 14 aims to declassify and release 28 pages that were redacted (or actually excised, according to Rep. Steven Lynch) from the “Joint Inquiry into Intelligence Community Activities Before and After the Terrorist Attacks of September 11, 2001”  which is an 860 page report written in 2002, prior to the formation of the 9/11 Commission. Former Senator Robert Graham, (D-FL), who was chair of the Joint Inquiry, has been demanding its release since 2003, including FOIA requests to the Obama administration — all to no avail. A group of 9/11 families filed suit in hopes that its contents would be revealed. Now in the wake of this action in Congress, they have filed an amended complaint. This law suit will benefit greatly from the release of the 28 pages.

To be specific, Rep. Walter Jones, (R-NC) and Steven Lynch (D-Mass) have drafted this resolution named H. RES. 14. As of this date 18 members of Congress have signed on as co-sponsors. The underlying purpose for the release is (1) government must be more transparent, (2) the families deserve to know, and (3) releasing the redacted section is necessary to better manage our current national security.

 John Perkins knows a lot about the "Corporatocracy", as he calls it, that have taken over many "govs" and have ousted and assassinated many leaders since he was an Economic Hitman in the 60's and 70's. Jamie Roldos of Equador and Omar Torijos of Panama who he considered kindred spirits. "We built the largest empire in the history of the world. This empire has been built on Economic manipulation, through cheating, through fraud, through seducing people into our way of life through the EHM."

 The NSA & the CIA recruited EHM then had them work for private companies, engineering firms, construction companies so there wouldn't be any connection to the Gov. JP was the chief "economist", really a Deal Maker, who's job it was was to arrange Huge loans to countries, loans they knew the country could not repay then demanded repayment to U.S. companies with the countries resources like Oil or the building or ports, an electrical system, construction of highways to companies like Haliburton or Bechtel. The deal served only the wealthiest families of these countries and leave the poorest people holding the debt they can't possible pay. "Give our Oil companies your rain forests" in Ecuador. 

 The World bank creates most of the money used by Economic Hitmen. JP had feelings of guilt the entire time he was an EHM but the seduction of the sex, the power, the pats on the back by Robert McNamara and the $$ kept him quiet until the events of 9/11. "What happened at 9/11 is a direct result of what the EHM are doing. I believe the World Bank can be turned around and be what they were originally intended to do, help devastated parts of the world, help poor people".

I'm writing this to bridge the gap between the Marco cosm and the Micro cosm. I met JP back in 2001,2,3,4 at the Omega Inst for Holistic Studies in Rhinebeck, NY where I was on staff. JP teaches workshops on Shamanism and indigenous cultures that he learned while working as an EHM. At the time I didn't know he was an EHM until I watched Zeitgeist Addendum around 5 or so years ago.

 I want to make the point; I could feel there was something extremely wrong with this world before I knew anything about EHM, Wall St or the FED. Things happen on all scales. What JP talks about in his book, CoaEHM happened on a mass scale but the same thing happens on all scales. The corruption, the dysfunction, abuse. If this was going on there's no way the effects of it can't be felt on a smaller scale. 

 I felt the effects of it over 40 years ago and spoke up and was ignored. EVERYONE IS IN ON IT! The trickle down effects of what the "gov" and the private corps do effects everyone and, whether people realize it or not, they're a part of it, just like JP was. 

I've been pointing out the dysfunction and abuses of the "family" system and all relationships for a long time and was silenced and intimidated into submission. Things don't need to happen on the scale of "national security" for it to be very dangerous.

It isn't just the World Bank that needs to be turned around to function the way it was originally intended. Many institutions including "families" and communities don't function they way they're meant to function. What happens at the "top" happens at the bottom. Like "father" like "son". There is NO WAY that all of this corruption and betrayal by our own gov does not seep down like toxic waste into the communities and homes of American people as well as the debt that's left on the most vulnerable in Ecuador, Chile, Venezuela, Argentina and other countries. 

 I felt it. I lived the scaled down version but a version none the less. People blindly going along with their corrupt "gov" instead of taking a lesson from the youth and rebel like I and many others did. We criminalize the behavior in our young people that we should be exalting turning the entire system into a backwards, corrupt, polluting, debt perpetuating, genocidal  disease for our children. 

 I had the sense as a young person to stand up to and challenge my own parent because it was instinctual to do so. I didn't have to think about it. My body just did it.
 The PTB know the answer to being healthy and Fit is Nature, that's the reason they control it and deprive the people of it. People need to realize,even RELATIONSHIPS come from Nature and are supposed to be giving and nurturing, as well as firm and give us discipline, when we are young. The reason most people are deprived of the emotional giving they require when they're young is so they don't grow to be too healthy or too strong. Without even realizing it, too many parents withhold valuable emotions a child requires to grow healthy and strong.
 What woke me up was the fact that I was being emotionally tortured at "home". The fact that I was growing up in prison snapped my body so awake I couldn't help but stand up to the very person who is supposed to be supporting me.
 WHY do we deprive our own children the emotional nurturing they Need to grow healthy Yet, bow and give our power to the Corporate Sociopaths who have stolen our "gov"?? Does anyone see a connection?
 The other day I had a conversation with an old friend from the block I grew up on in Bay Ridge who I haven't spoken to in years. They understood and we agreed on certain things but, they still had the same Keep-the-status-Quo attitude as so many people. Ultimately, by the end of the conversation, the attitude of many people is, "a small # have always had power over the masses and it's always going to be that way so we had better adjust to it and get over it". That is not an exact quote but was the gist.
 He was telling me I had a lot of anger and how I needed to "get over it". I always share about my abusive upbringing to illustrate that it's the micro of what's happening today. That the "family" is the source of where and how the pollution seeps into our psyches. He began to do what most people do and compare his upbringing and his brutal father to me and my upbringing and that he doesn't carry around so much anger. "It's over", he said, "your parents are dead, you're 51 years old", yada yada, that I've heard a million times over the years. What people don't realize because they don't take the time to really look closely enough, is that, it definitely is NOT over and that it's, in fact, Worse today. That it wasn't just his father or my mother, that it's an entire system and it's sick, unconscious mentality of passing the pollution and debt onto the very people we should be protecting while Bowing to the very psychos people should be standing up to! 
 Also, by condemning me for having legit anger that more people need to feel instead of his, oh, we can't change it so we might as well adjust to it, attitude PROVES my point! Nothing has changed because it's still me, the one doing the right thing and speaking the truth who's the one who is condemned. And its the one who takes the, "what are you gonna do?" attitude that Assumes the higher position and feels he's correct. It's the micro version of an Edward Snowden situation. It's the upstanding ones who are the pain in the ass for showing us how unfit we are.
 Who says its having this accepting attitude towards such blatant injustices and corruption is the noble path to take? Why is anger wrong when it's directed at legit injustices?
 "It's over? Your parents are dead. Get over it, you're 51 years old"??   First, its NOT over. Our country and world is worse off since I grew up in the 70's.
 Second, you don't get over things until the injustice is acknowledged and justice has been done. Not before. We don't get over things because we've ignored it, not dealt with things and some time has passed.
 Has it been acknowledged that he was brutalized by his father? Was there actions taken to heal and practice healthier relationship skills? Has the community moved towards healing and conscious communication? Have people given him or myself the emotional needs we deserve?
 Breaking the vicious cycle takes effort and exercise. Acknowledging the abuse and taking conscious steps towards change and compensating those who've been wronged is the way out. Has any of that been done? No.
 Has he reached his full potential in life that he thinks he's "over it?" Is he so healthy and fit, been meditating, practicing conscious relationship skills?
 He compared his situation to mine as if he experienced the same abuse I did and he's "over it". Was he pulling his eye lashes out in the 2nd grade for 3 years? Was he so traumatized that he lifted weights like a maniac for over 20 years to insulate himself and exercised his entire life to deal with the trauma?
 Did he feel so robbed from his upbringing that he majored in Psych and read every book on the abusive/dysfunctional family, co-dependency, addiction, mirroring techniques that he could get his hands on?
 No one wants to be bothered doing what needs to be done which is going after and arresting the real criminals in power so they, in turn, expect the laws of Physics and natural law to be suspended.
 That is the reason why I've titled this blog, Nature dictates to us Not the other way around. "Man" actually expects natural law and health to suspend itself because the people can't get organized to hold corrupt people in power accountable. So, how dare natural law not let it go.
 We literally live in a society where Healthy, fit people are the problem. Where nature is the problem because it gives us too much feedback that we don't want to hear. How do we turn off natural law? How do we stop it from functioning? How do we keep it from showing us ourselves?
 Why don't we just live with it, live according to it instead of resisting it?
 Tonight I interviewed Mark Klein who blew the whistle on At&t in 2006 for allowing the NSA to surveil it and other companies customers. He said the relationship with At&t began back in 1985, way before 911 and the internet. So how does all the surveillance not stop 911 attacks? It's not supposed to. It's there for profit. To have profit you can't be about solving problems. If you solve the problem you stop getting $$. Everything in this country is about profit over people, the earth, animals, the oceans, the air, morals, or any shred of decency. People had better figure that out before its too late. There is NOTHING that is not commodified and exploited for $$ and to enslave. Nothing!
 Mark Klein said the laws were manipulated so that At&t was not found guilty of any crimes or violating the 4th Amendment of the Constitution. They literally change the "laws" to suit themselves and the people do NOTHING. What do you think that's going to create? Do the people think the Companies that get off are going to be so grateful that they will thank the people and treat the people better? Or that these companies will use their more intense corruption to screw and imprison the people even more? The public is asking the be crapped on! Every time the people do not stand up and have criminals held to account they are accruing such a mass of enslavement upon themselves. They are literally investing in their own debt and imprisonment. Because people have been manipulated by mans fake system instead of adhering to natural law which are not subject to manipulation.
 Every time the people allow real criminal behavior to go unaccounted for, like the missing trillions from the Pentagon, they're let slide REAL for fake. And natural law cannot be slid over.
 People actually believe it's possible to ignore natural law. Both the one's "getting off" and those inheriting the bill because they can't be bothered tapping into their real currency, standing up and holding criminals accountable. It's like an abused spouse thinking they won't get beaten again if they don't stand up to the abuser.
 I'm sick of living in a country where it's the people standing up and setting a higher bar being seen as the problem. Where those just trying to survive are the imprisoned for profit and that fake system gaining more and more ground while too many sell out to it at the expense of the innocent people.
 I'm sick of living in a country where the plan is to put people into debt either financially or psychologically, like I spoke out about in the family system, and no one is there for the most vulnerable people. Not even in the family. I had no one but myself to stand up for myself as a child and then, get criminalized for standing up for myself from the very people who should be the ones supporting me. If that's isn't Debt I don't know what is. Reality has been sold! Reality isn't reality. Its what ever the biggest Sicko who stole the most $ says it is.

To Live under Natural Law

 What is happening is the most sick and EVIL thing that can be perpetuated on future generations. The blatant robbing not just of the earth's resources but, the health resources, spiritually, physically and emotionally, of future generations.
 Not only are people stealing the health and cleanliness of the earth, they're stealing the emotional and physical health of their children.
  I get tired of hearing people say things to me like, "when you give you get",that  I've heard all my life. Then, I think to myself, "wait a minute, that doesn't apply to the PTB, the 1%, the Corps & banksters".
 Do you think anyone ever says to a bankster or Corp head, "when you give you get?" I must have heard it a hundred or so times in my life. Why is that? Why does the public stand for this, one- set- of- rules for the people and another- set- of- rules for the profit addicts when that is the very attitude we need to be challenging? Why does what the people say to each other not apply to the ptb or, more accurately, is in complete response to the ptb being sociopaths and people act like it's healthy to be their co dependents and encourage it.
 If it was True that you have to give to get then, how is it that the profit- no- matter- what corps and banksters have more than anyone? Do they have it because they give so much? I think not. And what they have isn't Real. Again, ONLY by doing and achieving in REALITY is anything that comes from it sweet or real. Anything else is toxic no matter how much they have. How would someone who needs get somewhere by giving? Someone, mostly parents, would have to give to them first. Certain people who legitimately need are not going to get anywhere by giving. They cannot afford it. They need someone to give to them and do for them first which is supposed to be the "family" system. Would we tell a person bleeding out who was just hit by a car to go give to someone else if he wants help? So again, I go back to Natural Law and how there's actually NO getting over on it. You can't tell those who no one has given to "you have to give to get". We might as well say that to our 2 year old and our infants. I mean, where do you draw the line? People need to be given to FIRST. People need to receive FIRST. People need to have FIRST to be able to give. That's how Natural Law works. Someone who needs being told to give in order to get is a SCAM. That's the SCAM of the system that keeps those who have nothing blaming themselves and bleeding themselves out trying to figure out why nothing is coming back to them. It's a total mind F and rearranging of how nature works.
 The way NL works is that if you "give" which is really submitting, and being totally disoriented by being completely distracted by other people from your inner focus, when you're the one who legitimately needs and things should be coming to you easily and for FREE, then all you will be doing is perpetuating your own DEBT and bleeding yourself out!
  People NEED to RECEIVE a required amount; food, shelter, clothes, mirroring, emotional validation, praise, encouragement, attention and affection to be healthy. Period! There is NO negotiating. If they do not receive their required amount, they will be in a health deficit. PERIOD which is why Parents need to be like personal trainers helping their children to reach a healthy level of fitness.
 What happens in our Profit Addicts-have-all-the-power-to-manipulate-Natural Law system and pass the consequences and injury/DEBT onto the most innocent, and too many people support it, is that, because the Profit/Control/insecure addicts pass the health debt onto the most innocent, the vulnerable do not have the strength to fight back. They need the help of a certain # of the population to rely on. What if they're not there? What if they've been brainwashed over time and came to believe the scam that the innocent are the guilty? What if there are not enough healthy "white blood cells" left in society to stand up to the Cancer before it's too late?
 If those most vulnerable are the ones being screwed, what is the effect on Natural Law? I'm including what this system does to animals also. What is the effect on NL of it being manipulated and the debt passed onto the innocent? What is the karmic effect? Is there one?
 The health debt that accrues in a person who is being robbed of there required, rightful needs early on is being set down a path of being their own saboteur and perpetuating the SCAM at the expense of themselves and continuing to glorify the Profit Addicts at their own expense.  Never able to recognize, actually preventing themselves from being able to recognize the fact that they're in a NO WIN abusive relationship. And how could they ever recognize it when the leverage, the support, the required needs were not there for them when they should have been.
 No matter how much "man" wants to make up their own rules and try to override Real Natural Law, it CANNOT be done.
 Man-made can Never over take Natural Law. Man made can make nature sick for sure then, NL will still respond accordingly and the consequences will be painful.

"For Profit" is a War against NATURE and Family

The vulnerable and innocent are the "catch" of the day, Crapitalism being the fishing net. The conditions created by Crapitalism that brings about the effects of homelessness, "poverty", broken families, drug use, people just trying to survive is like a Fishing Net for Wall St ultimately. Because the system is not about humanity or dignity and only cares about power and Addiction, the conditions of deprivation will never end.
 I have to write about the neglectful, abusive "family" as the micro cosm of the macro cosm. Because it is so uncomfortable and even painful for people to hear or believe that their own "parents" can not be totally in their best interest. It's difficult for people to imagine their own "gov" sold them out never mind believing parents mistreat and neglect their own children.
 What we need to realize is that Croney Capitalism is a disease. Our entire system is Anti-Nature and Anti-health. Just the act of fully being oneself and wanting to bring new ideas and original thoughts to society means going smack against the system. And because most people aren't passionate about being who they want to be, they sell out for the $ at the expense of their very own nature. Most people don't think of this as the environmental pollution that it is. But, it is actually human relationship dysfunction and pollution that precedes environmental destruction. "Human beings" must relate in abusive and dysfunctional ways first, someone submitting to injustice, not standing up to "power", for environmental devastation to follow. In order to save the planet and be healthy we must First have healthy and just exchanges with each other. As long as people abuse and allow themselves to be abused without calling each other out on our stuff, we will continue to destroy ourselves and the planet.
 I wanted make a list of all the signs & symptoms of the Anti_health and Nature system I witnessed as a child.
 It was clear that not just trying to be healthy but, just BEing a healthy child was a crime. It seemed "normal" at the time for "parents" to break the will of the child. To abuse them, it was good for you, it builds "character" they said. If you tried to get the respect you deserved to have dignity you were responded to like you were crazy. The "family", when I was growing up, was prison and "parents" were the prison guards where you were emotionally and spiritually tortured.
 My body was always struggling and fighting just to be healthy, just to function normally, just to respond matter of factly and it was always met with resistance. It was clear that "parents" were treating you the way they were treated and made no apologies. They told you in so many words, "No body ever gave me nothing" and an, At least I didn't abort you" attitude.
  The resistance people and especially parents should be directing towards the oppressive and enslaving system, they're instead, cowardly passing down to the very people they're supposed to protect. Because they are not healthy and fully developed, they pass the resistance onto the most innocent and those just trying to get their basic needs met.
 I will never get over how obvious everything is and will never understand how people don't see it. How people can't see they're not being raised to be the fully developed person they're meant to be. Where is that inner need to self actualize James Mazlow wrote about? Has it been conditioned out of people? It was clear when I was young that we were all being suppressed. That I was intimidated into submission was a no brainer but, not as obvious for others.
 Don't people want the young around them to grow to be healthy and powerful? Don't the "adults" want the kids around them to grow to do great things? It was clear we were being diverted, our growth was being undermined. We were only being "raised" so far. Because my situation was worse and my body/instincts were forced to kick in and take over I was able to feel what I should have been receiving encouragement and praise for but, instead received threats and was made to be a criminal. This is the complete opposite way health, fitness and natural law work which is why we're living in a world where the people don't know their rights, have little self worth and have empowered Banksters and Corps like abusive parents to preside over them.
 People need to see the connection between the way our system is today and how we were "raised". See the "family", to some degree, as the micro of the macro. I know not all people experienced what I did growing up, the clear abuse and neglect but, it wasn't just the "family". It was neighbors also, who perpetuated the passing down of the debt to those the "adults" should have been reinforcing.
 I was reading a Wiki page about The killings in Charleston by Dylann Roof and it had written about the 2 divorces he lived through. It mentioned an Uncle who noticed Dylann becoming isolated and attempted to mentor him but was rejected, it said. My question is, why didn't the Uncle try harder? Try again? Why give up so easily? This is your family, where is the effort?
 Nature does not lie! There is NO getting over on Natural Law. "Parents" are passing too much psyche debt onto the future and their children that they are not built to handle. Children are to be invested IN! Not withdrawn from. If "parents" make more withdrawals then they do deposits.