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Thursday, April 16, 2015

The BP Oil Spill,, Nature doesn't forgive! WHY should WE?

 The same thing is happening Globally. The unconsciousness, the carelessness in the pursuit of "profit" is destroying our entire planet and the people are helping.   The BP oil spill is just a metaphor of a Global crisis in the relentless pursuit of "power" and "control" by those who hijacked the leverage of the system. What they cant hijack is Real leverage which comes from Natural Law. As long as the people align themselves to man's rigged and enslaving system they will lose their leverage because that's what the system is designed to do. If we, instead, align with Truth, with Natural law, which man has diverted away from, we can engage our true power and acquire our rightful leverage.
 Obama is now calling Venezuela a "terrorist threat"! Call Obama the Terrorist threat! If we don't call it like it IS, they'll call it like it ISN'T and use that slack against us! Its how NATURAL LAW works!
 We're meant to own our Own Power! Not be "electing" Fake "leaders" to babysit for us indefinitely because all that will do is lead to our Indefinite DETENTION! We are not meant to follow a "leader" all our lives. We're meant to BE the leader of our own lives! If we allow ourselves to be led, we be led right over a cliff!
 The 2 cases in the previous post about the 2 black men who were on death row for decades then fully exonerated talked about Presumption. How its already PRESUMED before hand that those in suits and behind desks have integrity and are Trustworthy and those who are regular citizens and black are automatically Guilty. It's Totally Unconscious !
 There is NO Question! We NEED more Conscious awareness! More nature and cleanliness. What good is anything if we don't have that first? And it's the accumulation of that Unconsciousness that perpetuates itself leading to a completely imbalanced system going even further out of balance.
 Take the cases of those 2 men and magnify it 100 times to get what we live in Nationally and Globally.
 If lawyers, judges, prosecutors can and the state invests in More Policing, More prisons, more prosecutions and None on providing defense then what is it on a larger scale? What is Obama, Dick Cheney, John Kerry and Condolezza Rice?
 If the lawyers, judges and "law enforcement" can refuse to look at newly found evidence that can free an innocent man, if it is what attorney Bryan Stevenson said and you fair better being "Rich" and GUILTY than Poor & INNOCENT.
 That is a very Powerful statement! It translates into Innocence is GUILT.
 Saying this when I was 7! The more vulnerable you are, the less leverage and resources you have the Guiltyier you are! That's the way Man's Anti Nature system works! The Innocent and vulnerable Are INNOCENT! And deserve Protection! Not prison and Death Row for 30 years!
 The dysfunctional "family" system functions the exact same way. Without even realizing it and sometimes knowing it, people criminalize their children. Make them out to be the problem, the "emotionally disturbed" when they were made that way, inherited it, like Chevron dumping in the Amazon.

Emotional Abuse of Police

The emotional debt a person gets into starting at a very young age perpetuates over time into their "adulthood". The unexpressed anger and valid grievances people had as children carry over throughout their life and either destroy them and their Spirit or gets acted out on others. People can live their entire lives unconsciously and never realize they're living a totally Inauthentic life. Living out what they were programmed to be and not who they organically are. Their bodies might "know" things and try to do things to get a persons attention yet, a person might have no idea why they do or feel as they do.
 I spoke with a lawyer on the phone today about a pretty well known case. I had a question for him about the case that I wanted to ask. About how judges, DA's, police do what they do that, to me, is obviously corrupt. His response was basically, "that's the way it is, what I've been dealing with for 40 years". His attitude was very "adjusted" to this way of dealing with things. He said the average person has no idea how bad it is. "This is the way they are" as if it was normal. I asked him how we get it out to the public that its the norm for "law enforcement" to pull all kinds of underhanded things to til things there way. He told me that was what he's been trying to do. My response was that it was the fact that people just don't want to believe bad things and that's exactly what enables people like cops and the "gov" to be as corrupt as the are.
 I told him challenging "authority" is what I've been studying and questioning all my life. The dysfunctional, abusive "family" system.
  In the words of Daniel Ellsberg who exposed the Pentagon Papers back in 1971 about his own father who fell asleep while driving which killed his sister and mother, if family can be fallable which kills their own family, then what is the Gov like? Not a direct quote. Watch, The Most Dangerous Man In America, Daniel Ellsberg and the Pentagon Papers. And his father wasn't an abusive or neglectful parent and look what can happen. Imagine what people can do who really don't care about you.
 People who don't even regard the "gov", judges, police, lawyers, mayors as fallable people who need to be checked on, who can do no wrong is ridiculous and an infantile way of thinking. Not to excuse the wrong doing

FREE YOUR MIND Conference with MARK PASSIO

Free Your Mind Conf. This weekend in PA. Many great speakers but, Mark Passio was the one I was most interested in hearing. I've been familiar with his talks for almost 2 years now and saw him speak in CT this past fall.
 I never heard anyone speak and say exactly the same things I've been saying for decades, except for the Cult Symbolism stuff.
 As far as the Natural Law stuff he talks about and the Family Abandonment, he's right on in my book.
 A weight was lifted from me this past weekend when he got into the reasons people are Order Followers. He talked about all the things I tried teaching people about the abusive, dysfunctional "family" for decades. That was what I studied my whole young life after "growing up" in blatant abandonment, co-dependency, those who should be protecting and serving, instead, being completely incompetent with impunity. Being made to be the criminal by the age of 7 for simply having healthy responses to the blatant dysfunction. Health and truth were clearly the enemy in my house. They shown too much of a light on the blatant dysfunction that no one wanted to admit let alone take any action against. Natural Law exposes people for what they are and instead of them just admitting it, what's been revealed right out in the open they deny, cover up and worse, pawn off on YOU!
 What is being spoken about more and more these days with Police killings I was saying about the "family" system for 4 decades!
 Mark Passio, pointing out the cowardess of Order Takers and that it's contradictory of having Real Consciousness. Order takers abdicate personal responsibility to a false "authority" thereby claiming no responsibility for their own actions. When, in Reality, in Natural Law, that's not possible. Natural Law records everything. Calculates everything. There's no way around it.
 Mark described Order Takers as having deep self loathing due to low self worth and lack of self respect from Parental Abandonment. He hits the nail on the head! Again, there is no getting around Natural Law!
 Nature is recording everything that happens. Children reveal the truth about the abilities and maturity level of the "parent" and mirror it right back to them. No different than what happens when learning any activity like skiing, riding a bike. If "parents" can't handle the honest feedback Not coming from the child but, coming from Natural Law! The "parent" will pass off the responsibility that belongs to Them onto their child.
 We have a blatant disregard for Nature in our Fake, man made society treating the environment and children like they're here for our pleasure and use rather than our care.
 We gotten to the point where we live backwards, debt based and we're Stealing from the Future rather than passing down the value we've accrued. "parents" don't grow up themselves, then pass their emotional debt onto their kids. People are too busy chasing fake $$ at the expense of real wealth that comes from within, that comes from maturity, responsibility and real growth,, a Ripening, if you will.
 Mark spoke about simple right and wrong,, and Right action is not doing harm to another, which has been confused in this world. Due to the Fake $$ system, people have been bought. it's simple. People do everything for $$ instead of what's Right. In their minds, what's Right is what's right for them which they believe is what ever "pays". Not realizing they've sold themselves and others out. Putting Man Made $ before Natural Law is what people have been conditioned to do. How can people know the difference between right and wrong when their minds are so misaligned? As long as the minds of so many people are so imbalanced and they do not know it, they cannot know right from wrong behavior, As long as people are bought, they cannot know the difference between right and wrong behavior. 
 I just watched Democracy Now and the discussion about the TPP and how Wikileaks has released the fact that the Corporations want to have the "right" to SUE "gov" for putting any regulation on them and interfering with their Claimed Future profits!! Does it get ANY more Sociopath than that? Is there ANYONE who sees the Complete Mental SICKNESS besides me? It's because everyone has allowed themselves to be BOUGHT that their instincts and Health have deteriorated that they no longer have the Brain Cells to stand up to total Profit JUNKIES, ADDICTS, SOCIOPATHS who are bent on Destroying the Planet! Debt begets debt, like going into shock, if it isn't interrupted, it perpetuates. Being in Mental Debt and giving into Corps, Addicts with $ at the expense of health and Sanity, perpetuates itself once it gets put into motion. Before you know it, you're so far into soul Debt,, you can't regain yourself. Once you've allowed yourself to be bought and get hooked on Fake Man-Made $$, unless you realize the direction yo're heading in and head for a 12 step program for Corporation/Profit Junkies, you're done as so are those in your wake. 

Thursday, April 9, 2015

NECROPHILIA! Innocent man jailed for 39 years, denied compensation. Still gettn screwed!

Thought the title of this blog was appropriate after watching a Democracy Now segment on Anthony Ray Hinton who was recently exonerated after being on Alabama's death row for 30 years. Mr. Hinton said, "I shouldn't sit on death row for 30 years. All they had to do was test the gun, but when you think you're high and mighty and above the law you don't have to answer to nobody. I got news for you, everybody that played a part in sending me to death row you will answer to God".
 Convicted of murdering 2 fast food managers in 2 separate robberies when he was 29 years old in 1985. The only evidence were bullets that allegedly had markings that matched a revolver that belonged to Hinton's mother. No finger prints or eyewitnesses. After being convicted it was found that the bullets at the scene did not match the gun Hinton was accused of using. Mr. Hinton's conviction was thrown out last year. Mr. Hinton could not afford a defense lawyer and was appointed incompetent council. Hinton is the longest death row prisoner ever to be freed after presenting evidence of innocence.
 Amy Goodman asked Mr. Hinton what it felt like to be "Free",, I thought,, Mr. Hinton has been let out of jail but, he is no way Free. Mr. Hinton's Lawyer, Bryan Stevenson said there are people on death row "Dying for legal council". Mr. Stevenson took on Tony Ray Hinton's case in 1999, said the system "TREATS YOU BETTER IF YOU'RE RICH AND GUILTY THAN IF YOU'RE POOR AND INNOCENT".
 They falsely claimed the bullets could be linked to a single weapon and that that weapon was Mr. Hinton's. Mr. Hinton's inadequate lawyer, who was only paid $1600 to represent him, couldn't get an expert to disprove the matching bullet theory and Mr. Hinton was convicted. If Mr. Hinton had adequate resources he would have never been convicted.
 Years later the evidence was found that the bullets could not match the gun and that it wasn't Mr. Hinton's gun the state REFUSED to retest the new evidence! "It was Indifference, it was irresponsible, it was unconscionable that they chose to RISK EXECUTING AN INNOCENT MAN OVER RISKING THE PERCEPTION THAT THEY WERE MAKING A MISTAKE". It was a rare occurrence to get the U. S Supreme court to intervene and had they not the risk of a wrongful execution would have been very high. "There's been No accountability, the "experts have not been held accountable, the prosecutors have not been held accountable ,there's been no apology, no offer of assistance." "RACE WAS A FACTOR HERE TOO, I Can't leave that out", said Mr. Hinton's attorney Bryan Stevenson. Investigators that were on the case were charged in Federal court for torturing black prisoners using cattle prods to interrogate black prisoners. The prosecutor said he could tell Mr. Hinton was "evil just by looking at his face". The presumption of guilt before a trial gets assigned to too many black people in this country.
 "They couldn't take my soul", said Anthony Ray Hinton. Humor was his biggest asset while in prison.
 In 2002 states evidence of a match discredited by 3 highly qualified firearms examiners including the former chief of the FBI's firearms tool marks unit testified that the bullets from all 3 crimes could not be matched to a single gun much less to Anthony's mother's gun. This is the evidence the state REFUSED to retest and the Supreme court overturned. There are NO laws that say the state HAS to retest exonerated evidence, "We rely on the INTEGRITY of the Prosecution and Law Enforcement". "There was an absence of Good will", said Mr. Stevenson.
 Let's take a closer look at that,, what is automatically based on ASSUMPTION,, that Mr. Hinton is Presumed   GUILTY and "Evil by looking at his face" because he's black,, is what Mr. Stevenson said before, and the Prosecution and "Law Enforcement" are PRESUMED to have Integrity and Good Will?? Like the Cop who shot Walter Scott and said he "feared for his life"and he's automatically believed because he's a cop?? An autopsy can't find that Mr. Scott was at least 15 Ft away when he was shot in the back?? Cops don't Lie? Prosecutors and "law enforcement are not lacking in integrity? An average person can't be Decent? And a Gov official can't be crooked? Boy! what a LACK of FITNESS and Being PRESENT. The BASICS are Missing!

  Those in positions of "authority" are asleep and  UNCONSCIOUS because once you get into power positions you can and get away with it.They already have their minds made up then make the Outcome match their presumptions,, instead of doing their JOBS and looking at the situation and the people while they're actually AWAKE. There's NO point to any of it then because everything is already planned out!
 The prosecutor wanted to see if they could "Get Away" with holding onto Mr. Hinton's conviction. "it really is SHAMEFUL", Mr. Stevenson. Some states have Conviction Integrity Units.

 Mr. Hinton passed a Polygraph test when he was first arrested and the results were IGNORED! Mr. Hinton was locked in a warehouse 15 miles away working when one of the shootings took place. Witnesses saw Mr. Hinton clock into work at the time of one of the shootings, his boss gave him his work instructions for the night, Mr. Hinton was seen at work over the next several hours by his Supervisor, "There was NO WAY he could have committed this crime and the Prosecution "KNEW THAT".
 There is No incentive for Prosecutors and "law enforcement" to be careful and hold themselves to standards because they KNOW that nothing will happen to them if they don't!
 NOT THE SAME FOR YOU AND ME!

This Country went from a prison population of 300,00 in 1972 to up to 2.3 MILLION people today. We have more Innocent people in jail than ever before in History. "We've invested in prisons, we've invested in Policing, in Prosecutors, No one is investing in Defending people from wrongful convictions.They don't have a right to council, they can't get to court", Mr Stevenson.
 In the Second segment about Mr. Glenn Ford, who was wrongly imprisoned and on death row for 30 years!
Prosecutor Shroud had said that Mr. Ford was given very inexperienced council to try his case. Council that had never tried a Capital case at all. The Prosecutor, Marty Stroud, said although he believed Mr Ford to be guilty, didn't feel Mr Ford was receiving adequate council.

  Mr. Ford was tried by an All white jury for fatally shooting a jewelry store owner in 1983. In 2013 an informant told prosecutors that one of the brothers originally implicated in the crime in which prosecution repressed evidence, had admitted to shooting the jewelry story owner. Had the Prosecutor, Mr Shroud, known the evidence at the time, not only would Mr Ford not have been convicted, there would have been insufficient evidence for an arrest warrant, a very "stunning statement to make 30 years after the fact", Marty Shroud. "There was NOT even Probable cause to ARREST Mr. Ford never mind, try, convict him and send him to death row!"
 Glenn Ford was given another death sentence when he got out, third stage lung cancer, now stage 4 which spread to his bones, Lymph and spine and is now in Hospice in New Orleans. Mr. Ford filed a federal lawsuit claiming prison officials and medical authorities knew he had cancer in 2011 and denied him treatment!
 When Glenn Ford tried to get compensation for 330k when he got out, the maximum he's "allowed" to ask for, which is Nothing for the 3 decades he spent in prison, 10k a decade, he was DENIED by the Judge saying, Mr Ford was involved in other "lesser crimes". I mean, the system just Can't Fk people enough! Even when he's been found Innocent! and spent 39 years in Jail for something he didn't do, the system STILL finds a way to keep Fking people to cover up their OWN Guilt and incompetence! I'm SO SICK OF IT! THEY are the ones who should be in Jail for destroying a man's life by ignoring Blatant evidence and they continue screwing Over Mr Ford!. It's NEVER THEM,, it's ALWAYS YOU! Even when you're INNOCENT, you're STILL GUILTY!
  Attorney Shroud, made a public apology to Mr. Ford for all the harm he cause to him and his family.
 Both lawyers in both segments talked about "mistakes" that were made by the legislature, "people make mistakes", they said.
 Mr. Ford said of being on Death Row for 30 years,, "It separates you, Can you imagine going 20 some odd years No Human contact".
 I called this post Necrophilia because even after all the judges, prosecutors, the legislature did to them, once the "prisoners" are released they're still getting screwed over! The system can't screw people over enough! They'll screw you to death and Still screw you! That's what this system does. It hold s ALL the cards, It's never held accountable the way it scrutinizes and brutalizes the rest of us. Capitalism, which is All the "just-us" system is, is just looking to cash in and exploit people, not really find the truth, especially with people of color. Whether those in the positions of judge, lawyer or legislature are aware of it or not, they are Clearly Not held to the same laws as everyone else. When it's clearly them, they flip it, and point the finger at someone else of lesser "power".
 Was it a "mistake" that Mr. Ford was given unqualified council to represent him? Was it a "mistake" that the court Refused to retry the case when new evidence was discovered?
 In the case of Mr. Ford, was it a "mistake" that the eyewitness was threatened to lie then keep that lie for 39 years?
 Is it a "mistake" that prisons are FILLED with people who commit non crimes? Is the Correction Corporation of America a "mistake?" Was it a "mistake" that the NYPD enforced a quota system on their cops that carry over into the next month if they don't meet it the previous month? Essentially leaving an unsuspecting public easy prey? Was it a "mistake" in Ferguson, MO. that turned the entire town into a Debtors Prison specifically targeting people of color and putting all kinds of fines & fees attached to non crimes so the person could never be free of debt.
 Mistake or no mistake, the behaviors the system makes is far worse than the normal actions the public behaves in and I don't see any judge, lawyer or legislator going to jail for their "mistake!"
 This is PURE BULL!! It's a CLEAR case of One set of rules for the "rulers" and another for the most vulnerable.
 Why didn't anyone who made a "mistake" by putting clearly innocent people in jail for 30 years go to jail? They clearly don't bother to care about doing a quality job.

Thursday, April 2, 2015

Wolfgang Halbig saying! SOMETHING IS SERIOUSLY WRONG!!

Keeps happening. Relating to more and more people who are saying what I've been saying all my life since I was 6 or 7. Everyone, sooner or later will be confronted by it. Only question to ask is, which direction will you go?
 Went to interview Wolfgang Halbig Tues in CT where he's been waiting 19 months to have a FOIA hearing. He lives in Fla and has to waste $ flying to CT to find the hearing "postponed" without his consent. He, like I, is finding out how deep the corruption goes. There is no law. Those entrusted to uphold "law" are doing whatever they want and pissing all over it.
 WH is doing nothing more than I did at a very young age. Be healthy and normal. Do what healthy people do, point out the obvious and ask questions. To be met with such hostility and aggression to simply being non threatening shows us how far into tyranny and oppression people have allowed society to go.
 The ptb have gone so far off the deep end for the sake of the "profits" of the Corps and the people who work at these jobs don't ask enough questions or challenge the ptb enough, leaves that much more work for an upstanding man like Wolfgang Halbig and others like him. No different than a sick body and the White Blood Cell count is low and the WBC that are fighting the disease are too few.  Its obvious that there are more people on board with and go along with the corruption than there are those who speak up and resist. Little by little people let things slide when they could be strengthening themselves and their souls. Just like poor eating and exercise habits, over time people get overweight and sick from lack of exercise and not being mindful of what they ingest. Everything comes down to health & fitness mentally, physically & spiritually.
 We are in crucial times. People need to do some deep soul searching and ask themselves what they're going to do when their back is pushed up against the wall and forced to choose to either stand up or go along.
 What I have to point out though, is that it might not be that blatant. You might just find yourself there and wonder how you got there. Its the living by default, the going along for the $ at the expense of ones soul, justice and truth. The not exercising and resisting the whole time. What do we think we're creating when we don't challenge ourselves and those around us? When we surrender natural law for man's injustice. We're creating a totally Genetically Modified world. Man making Nature over entirely. Everything and everyone Fake, manufactured so the ptb can continue getting their addiction fix of fake "profits".  I certainly do not want to live in that world. I don't like living in the world we have now. Can't imagine what it will be like in 10 years if it continues.
 If it doesn't scare the SHIT out people that Corps like Monsanto want to sue Gov for regulating their Socio-pathological addiction to raping and piliging the earth and the most vulnerable on it, there's something wrong with you. If that doesn't register in your mind as the truly terrifying reality that it is, you need to get checked. But, even that doesn't make sense because in a world that's that far into Mental Climate Shift, that might be difficult thing to do.
 That's why I learned Meditation and Yoga in the early 80's to counter and help me deal with taking on what WH is taking on when I was 6.
 All Wolfgang Halbig is talking about is the same thing I was. A certain quality standard. No matter who you are, its normal & healthy to expect a reasonable amount of standard from those around you, from those in "power". Its healthy to hold authority to quality standards whether it's parents or the city of Newtown CT or whether you're Bowe Burgdahl having no choice because you're pushed right up against your own instincts and autonomic nervous system. When its your own Natural law that kicks in and takes over and you're being criminalized for that! Something is seriously wrong!! We're being brainwashed that Nature is wrong! That's truly SICK!
 Matthew Hoh was on Democracy Now and Amy mentioned soldiers being Criminalized for having fear! That's right! For having HEALTHY fear! For being Normal! Saying this as a kid. Being normal & healthy is criminal. This system has people so in conflict with their own nature, with their own health, its either go into psyche debt so the Sociopaths can stretch even further or trust your bodies and your psyches wisdom and say "NO!"
 The courage to say "No" and for the people to organize is the real wealth we need.
 Wolfgang keeps saying , All this drama because of "Simple Questions". That's just it,, Simple and Basic is the Enemy of Corruption and Truth. That's how we know who the enemy is,, Like Holding a Cross up to Dracula, posing simple truths will make the Sociopaths react with aggression and arrogance.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

WOLFGANG HALBIG, Threatened for asking Questions about Sandy Hook, FOIA hearing Postponed

  I took a ride to Hartford CT yesterday, March 31, with a friend who is a supporter of Wolfgang Halbig. Wolfgang Halbig has lived a life of serving the public as law enforcement officer, school official, safety expert who has been seeking some answers to some simple, basic questions about the Sandy Hook school "shooting" which occurred on December 14th 2012. I heard many things about Sandy Hook being a hoax but, I didn't put much effort into it. You can only take so many "conspiracies". I was all set to go to another event when a friend, who has spoken with Mr. Halbig and has looked into the story, said they were taking the ride to Hartford CT to support Mr. Halbig for a FOIA hearing with himself, the chief of Police and the school board. He showed me a couple of things about the story and how things just didn't add up so I decided to take the ride and meet Mr. Halbig in person.
 I expected there to be a small crowd when we arrived there but, there was 3 other supporters of Mr. Halbig and Mr. Halbig's new attorney. We met one supporter who was very up to date on everything about the case and has done a lot of research on the subject and began filling us in while Mr. Halbig conversed with his lawyer in another room.
 Once Mr. Halbig came out we all went into that same room and Wolfgang Halbig filled us in on what was going on.  There was supposed to be a FOIA hearing that Mr. Halbig waited 19 months for, since Feb 27th 2013, that he found out was "postponed" til the end of April. Mr. Halbig said it's illegal to postpone a hearing unless agreed upon by both parties involved. He said he was not informed of this action by any official documentation. Mr. Halbig said his lawyer o.k'd the postponement without his consent after Mr. Halbig paid him 10k. Mr. Halbig said he was informed of the postponement by his former Lawyer, Paul Spinella, at 10:10am on March the 23rd because the attorney representing the school board and the PD had an urgent matter out of state. A supporter of Mr. Halbig's sent the FOIA documents to him and not even his own lawyer. "I had to learn from somebody who really cares about America", WH said. If the supporter had not sent WH the documents via email he never would have known.
 Mr. Halbig proceeded to tell us more about what was going on while myself and one other supporter filmed. Mr. Halbig said Monte Frank, the lawyer for the city and school board was not out of town on urgent business but, riding a bike for gun control. WH wants to file a grievance for having the hearing postponed without his consent. "How is that having higher priority than representing your clients?" WH asked. "I have to waste donors $$ to fly up here, for what? They're jerking me around".
 WH said the Commissioner who was supposed to hear the case didn't postpone it until 2:30 in the afternoon, "how did my attorney know at 10:10 in the morning?" "There is such corruption in the state of CT, I'm embarrassed for the people of this state".
 There is no way they can postpone it again, "I'm letting Monte Frank pick the date", said WH "and I will be here". The hearing is scheduled for late April, the 24th or 30th.
 "This is CT in it's finest hour" said WH. "This FOIA commission is supposed to be for the people, supposed to be about transparency". "When you have people in this office that don't care about the law, I have serious problems with that".
 "I only got involved because 2 cops came to my house", a week before Christmas 2014. Another supporter said that's what got him involved. "You don't threaten Americans" he said. WH said, "You don't threaten a former cop who's asking simple questions", said WH. The supporter went on to mention the fact that thousands of dollars in donations went to a fraudulent cause people believed was real. The cops scared WH's family and told him to stop asking questions about Sandy Hook or get arrested by CT state police. "Can't ask questions? That's one of the greatest gifts we have as Americans, the right to ask, the right to know the truth. And they're telling me if I don't stop I'm going to jail, No."
 Guess how many people know what the conditions of the schools are in Newtown CT? A lot of people see those reports. "Why can't I see those reports? it's Public record, what's the secret?"
 WH spoke about the deteriorating condition of the school; lead paint, asbestos, PCP which comes from contaminated ground water.  The children will get serious life long health risks if they attended that school. "Why would a parent who loves their child send them to a filthy school?"
 The crime scene photographers and videographers for the CT forensic crime squad went in on Dec 14th 2012 at 3:58pm, it's on the time stamp, and showed the condition of the school. "It's not me making it up" said WH, "it's them showing me how filthy it is. It's their videos, it's their pictures", "and it's not even ADA compliant".
 The FOIA commission says, you have a RIGHT TO KNOW, "the people in this office don't care about the law". When people don't care about the law, "I think we got serious problems".
"The people in this office are struggling to find the answers, they don't know what to say", WH.
"What I find offensive is how the gov calls us Truth Seekers, they question our integrity, our patriotism and love for our country". "We better get ready, cause if that's what going to be allowed across the country, you'd better get ready for what's next".
 Attorney Monte Frank has never attended a school board meeting. Colin & Wolf also represent the city of Newtown, the PD and the school board and appointed Monte Frank. How do you conduct school board meetings and you don't ever see Monte Frank?
 "I can't wait for those witnesses to be here". "I could care less what Monte Frank has to say, I care what the super intendent says, what the director of facilities says, what the chairman of the school board says, what they police chief Mike Kehoe is going to say". "They have to speak".
 WH said when he went into Newtown they treated him with silence, at the hearing WH will get to ask them questions.
 "All this drama for 7 simple questions". -WH How many people have knowledge of a crime being committed? "Accessories to a crime, This is huge and it starts at the Gov office". "I and the Lt Gov were notified that something like this might happen", -Gov Molloy of CT. 
Videos of interview https://youtu.be/uULpcCasc5E  also, https://youtu.be/wpUYB-NFoiY


WAR IS WAR, from Abusive Familes to Iraq!

I'm still writing about the Spring Rising, End Endless Wars event from last weekend. This is going to be the 3rd blog written about fake Wars, hidden wounds, Moral Injury, Posttraumatic Stress and Suicide.
 Since attending the rally and the panel last Fri. I've felt a sense of belonging and bonding with those who shared on the panel and in the audience. The feelings and experiences shared are feelings I've had and have tried to express all my life and was not allowed to. Basic truth was and still is a crime.
 Healthy feedback is criminal. Wars in the "family" system are no different and leave the same scars as the emotional scars left on soldiers in Iraq and else where.  The "family" system, like some of these wars, in which the public does not want to believe are propaganda. The people do not want to believe their "gov" would betray them, lie to them, create illegit reasons to go to war so Corps who make the weapons can "profit" from killing manufactured enemies. The reality that people do not want to believe and the misinfo they ingest by the very "gov" that's screwing them over is what keeps the ball rolling.
 The "family" in many cases is the same. People go by the title of family as people who "care", "protect" and look out for your best interest. Many people do not want to believe the fact that, in too many instances, this is not the case. The "family", even neighbors and extended family, are those robbing, abusing, diminishing, undermining, dividing, emotionally torturing and enslaving. People have gotten so used to the slow, gradual deterioration of our health and freedoms they can't see it. It's become normal for "family" to be divided, to be estranged and dysfunctional. For members to not support each other and treat each other poorly.
 Speakers on the Friday panel spoke about the brainwashing that is prevalent all over our societies and "families" of "Be Tough". Veterans in the audience shared about the Mind F of basic training and if you have any humanity or compassion you will not survive it or forced to be turned into a killing machine.
 In discussing suicide, one Vet shared that "suicide is not weakness", "you're driven to it!"
 The same Vet mentioned "Uni Cohesion", male "bonding". The gang mentality they brainwash you to participate in to convince yourself that your a real man.
 Pushing anyone to do things that go against their gut, their instincts and their morality leaves a Physical and Psyche injury no different than being beaten & raped. The healthy mind/body connection is actually Dislocated and needs to be reset, if that's possible. Of course, once it's dislocated it's not as easy to put it back.
 PLEASE see videos of the talk on my youtube channel April Watters.  Living in an unhealthy environment where "parents" USE their children just like the Military does. There's NO way around it as long as parents are teaching children to go along with a system that is run and controlled by Corps and Bansters who know NO Limits to "profit". Every resource, if there are any left, any trace of Humanity and compassion will be rendered Extinct! Is this the world YOU want to live in? Is this the world you want to create and leave to ur children? How far will you go to help the Sociopaths go even further Sociopath?
 Even if you're not being told by your boss to kill innocent civilians when you go to work everyday, what we know is just and moral and what we do not want to do has become the norm. It might be a more slow and gradual route but it's the same direction with the same destination none the less.
 No matter where or who you are, the body Knows when someone is telling you to do something that is not moral or just. Whether it's a "parent", which my body instinctually challenged like Ray McGovern challenged Donald Rumsfeld, a boss at work, or people in the Dirty house, we need to question and dig deeper instead of simple taking it for granted that even parents are acting in our best interest. We have ALL been programmed to go along and perpetuate the Machine that serves the few at the expense of the many. That system has crossed the line of "progress" into destruction a long time ago. The system is forced to manipulate nature and manufacture fake situations and "terrorists" to function.
 "Home" was the same as the military or Prison for me. It was clear I was being trained to go against what was in my best interest. To accept a debt that was not mine and to bail out those who were responsible and who should have been held accountable.
 At a young age, the mind/body hasn't been brainwashed yet. It naturally kicks in even if we have been programmed. The body's wisdom and limits will take over no matter what. The autonomic nervous system that functions beyond our conscious control will override and do what it must to preserve us when we're pushed against the wall.
 At the Fri panel last week, Kevin Lucey spoke about his son when he returned from Iraq, "he was a shell", Kevin said, "he was not the same person we sent". Kevin spoke of his son prior to entering Iraq as a "fun loving" kid. I think of how many people in our society are walking "shell" people. After 40 years of working at the same unfulfilling job, everything being reduced to $$ value and nothing more.
 I have to refer to my favorite quote by James Madison. I believe there are more instances of the abridgement of the freedoms of the people by  gradual and silent encroachments by those in power than by violent and sudden usurpations.
  A soldier being blatantly told by his "superior" to kill, rape and mutilate civilians is an example of the sudden & violent. Living ones life, working and going along for 40 yrs is an example of the gradual & silent.